Silent Treatment

My girl was all smile when i came home yesterday when i show her the ballons that i bought for her, she luv it! straight away she gets her yayi to blow the ballons for her. Rasanya mcm baru kejap je i peluk & cium my girl, dah kena sound ngan mak metua i, dah kau pergi masak, biar abah layan anak kau. Ai dah lapar sangat ke mak metua aku ni so reluctantly i put my girl down, change and straight away masuk dapur to cook dinner. Half way thru cooking baru lah i tau why mak metua i dengan pantas suruh i masak sebab my youngest sil is at home and dah nak kluar gi tempat keje part-time dia for what beats me and miss high and mighty nak makan and its not because metua i yang lapar, well nak tak nak she has to wait lah, i bukan nya duduk rumah and keje nya tido or main internet all the time, i just got back from work and penat keje from office blum hilang lagi dah nak kena sambung keje rumah, i am not a robot, i am only human!!!

After sholat maghrib i terus upload all the dirty laundry in the machine to start the washing pas tu i dokong anak to talk to her and carry her skali into the kitchen to we can eat together but my mil was in the kitchen already tengah makan but dia sound i lagi for the 2nd time tonight, kau dah cuci baju kenapa cepat sangat mak blum taruk tuala and baju kotor adik kau cara mak metua i ckp sounded angry u can hear it from her voice. Mana lah i tau, kalau i nak tunggu mak metua i abis kan tengok tv and makan baru amik all the dirty laundry baru i start the machine pukul brapa i nak tido cause my washing maching is a front load machine and it takes min time 1 and half hour so kalau i start kul 9.30 malam it will finish about 11.00pm! mak metua ingat i dont need rest! i can just continue on and on. Actually i baru nak makan, terus tertutup selera i nak makan especially i masak lauk style kampung masak lemak ikan dengan nenas phew yo sedap kan, i diam je tak jawab terus dokong anak i masuk bilik. After that i terus tak ckp just diam, sediam-diamnya, i cuma start talking when i get my girl to say gd night to both my in-laws, then masuk bilik. Lepas anak i tido, i jemur baju then tidy up my house semua dah beres i terus masuk bilik. Abt 11pm my mil masuk bilik and ask me kau blum makan kenapa tak makan, dah masak makan lah lauk nya sedap, i cuma jawab nanti lah. Siapa nak gi makan dah kul 11 malam, i think she feels very guily already.

I bukan nak make her feel guilty or merajuk but my mil got to understand lah, i ni keje penat and on top of that i nak kena buat the house work its not i am complaining but all i ask for faham kan keadaan, it just because dia lebih utamakan my sil, i tau lah i ni cuma menantu but my sil ni bukan nya budak kecik lagi that i have to serve her from head to toe, my sil dah anak dara and she is at marrying age itu pun tak leh nak tolong buat keje rumah langsung, keje rumah tu jauh lah but tak kan setakat cuci baju sendiri pun tak leh ni tidak my mil yang buat, hai tak faham betul lah cara my mil didik anak dia not like arwah bonda i. InsyaAllah akan i didik anak i sama seperti cara arwah bonda i didik i.