That was what i ask my girl the minute i step into the house yesterday. Ya Allah kesian nya anak i comot sangat2 mcm tak ada mak. She is still wearing the same dress that i put on for her in the morning nasib baik her diapers are change kalau tidak i terus boleh melalak at the very spot. Anak i mcm tak terurus. My mak metua kata dia tak leh mandikan anak i sebab dia masih blum boleh dokong audrey but my pak metua kan boleh help, sigh i tak nak komen lah. I terus pick my girl up and bring her to the toilet to wash her up sikit2 so that she will look fresh tak lah comot sangat. I gave her a good bath around 8.30 just before her bedtime.
If only i got alot of leave i will take and look after my girl myself but unfortunately i can't and my mak metua pun manja dia dah terlebih sangat and very contradicting. Depan i semua dia tak leh buat, tak leh tolong tidy the house, tak leh lapkan the cabinet counter nak dikatakan semua tak boleh lah but........ kalau untuk anak dia, my youngest sil semua boleh. Can u imagine i adalah do all the hse work and cuci pakaian my mak metua so that she can recover fully and she go around behind my back and did the chores for my sil. Like cuci pakaian dalam dia, baju dia, kemas bilik dia, lipat baju dia and sweep her & my sil nya bedroom. What is this!!! i simply dont understand!!! sampai kan sarapan my sil pun dia siapkan ya ampun!! pemalas betul my sil, she expect to be serve head to toe. I know my mak metua memang sayangkan anak dia but my sil is all grown up she is able to do all these thing on her own, she is alreay 22 for god sake. When i was her age arwah bonda i dah tak buat a single thing pun, dah tak perlu masuk dapur masak, pergi pasar, kerja rumah semua i yg bereskan. Ini tidak, when i did find the opportunity to ask my sil bila dia nak belajar masak and her ans org tak kuasa ah nak belajar nanti dah tinggal sendiri amik maid senang, amboi sombong nya. Yah tu bila dah tinggal sendiri and now time being tinggal ngan i, its her mum and me yang jadi maid dia. Where got fair!!!
Sometimes rasa nya mcm nak surrender je tapi sabar je lah, kenangkan arwah bonda i kalau dulu beliau boleh dan berani hidup susah, jauh dari the comfort of her family, hidup merantau, i juga mesti boleh! hidup ngan metua memang banyak onak dan duri especially my mother in law who is an impossible person to live with even my DH admit this but i mesti kuat kan semangat and sentiasa berdoa sesungguh tiada kuasa yang lebih besar dari NYA.
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