My girl was all smile when i came home yesterday when i show her the ballons that i bought for her, she luv it! straight away she gets her yayi to blow the ballons for her. Rasanya mcm baru kejap je i peluk & cium my girl, dah kena sound ngan mak metua i, dah kau pergi masak, biar abah layan anak kau. Ai dah lapar sangat ke mak metua aku ni so reluctantly i put my girl down, change and straight away masuk dapur to cook dinner. Half way thru cooking baru lah i tau why mak metua i dengan pantas suruh i masak sebab my youngest sil is at home and dah nak kluar gi tempat keje part-time dia for what beats me and miss high and mighty nak makan and its not because metua i yang lapar, well nak tak nak she has to wait lah, i bukan nya duduk rumah and keje nya tido or main internet all the time, i just got back from work and penat keje from office blum hilang lagi dah nak kena sambung keje rumah, i am not a robot, i am only human!!!
After sholat maghrib i terus upload all the dirty laundry in the machine to start the washing pas tu i dokong anak to talk to her and carry her skali into the kitchen to we can eat together but my mil was in the kitchen already tengah makan but dia sound i lagi for the 2nd time tonight, kau dah cuci baju kenapa cepat sangat mak blum taruk tuala and baju kotor adik kau cara mak metua i ckp sounded angry u can hear it from her voice. Mana lah i tau, kalau i nak tunggu mak metua i abis kan tengok tv and makan baru amik all the dirty laundry baru i start the machine pukul brapa i nak tido cause my washing maching is a front load machine and it takes min time 1 and half hour so kalau i start kul 9.30 malam it will finish about 11.00pm! mak metua ingat i dont need rest! i can just continue on and on. Actually i baru nak makan, terus tertutup selera i nak makan especially i masak lauk style kampung masak lemak ikan dengan nenas phew yo sedap kan, i diam je tak jawab terus dokong anak i masuk bilik. After that i terus tak ckp just diam, sediam-diamnya, i cuma start talking when i get my girl to say gd night to both my in-laws, then masuk bilik. Lepas anak i tido, i jemur baju then tidy up my house semua dah beres i terus masuk bilik. Abt 11pm my mil masuk bilik and ask me kau blum makan kenapa tak makan, dah masak makan lah lauk nya sedap, i cuma jawab nanti lah. Siapa nak gi makan dah kul 11 malam, i think she feels very guily already.
I bukan nak make her feel guilty or merajuk but my mil got to understand lah, i ni keje penat and on top of that i nak kena buat the house work its not i am complaining but all i ask for faham kan keadaan, it just because dia lebih utamakan my sil, i tau lah i ni cuma menantu but my sil ni bukan nya budak kecik lagi that i have to serve her from head to toe, my sil dah anak dara and she is at marrying age itu pun tak leh nak tolong buat keje rumah langsung, keje rumah tu jauh lah but tak kan setakat cuci baju sendiri pun tak leh ni tidak my mil yang buat, hai tak faham betul lah cara my mil didik anak dia not like arwah bonda i. InsyaAllah akan i didik anak i sama seperti cara arwah bonda i didik i.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Yipee!!!!
I am truly happy giler....... tersangat2. Call my girl nya teacher this afternoon in regards to my girl nya letter from the PD and she gave me a very good news. She says that my audrey is so mature now and audrey is all smiley and happy to be in school.
She sings, she dance and she is able to communicate with her friends, her teacher and helper is so happy with girl nya progress. Actually both the teacher and helper dah stanby today yang anak i akan melalak but to their surprise my girl has changed so much..........
Alhamdullilah my effort paid off, i explain to her teacher that both my DH and I try our best to get my girl to do the same things that she did at shcool like painting, colouring which she enjoys very much and we both encourage her to do a lot of painting and even she colour outside the line and her choice of colour are wrong, we keep on telling her its ok and praising her everytime she finishes her colouring work, we keep on encouring her and even though the amount of mess that we have to clean after her wow its really a lot but its all worth it. I try as much as i could to play the games and sings with her all her nursery rhymes and for the past week i have been telling my girl that school is going to reopen and she will have more fun playing with friends and teacher. How i wish i would be able to see my girl when she is at school, sigh kalau lah cuti i masih banyak definitely i dah amik dah and intip anak i. But its ok listening to her teacher praise is good enough, my effort paid off. Alahai i miss my girl already, will kiss and hug tight ari ni oh ya ballons, will buy her ballons, she luv ballons, ok what else that she like oh ya M&M's chocolates with nuts that is her favourite, will get all these for my princess.... Yes!!!
She sings, she dance and she is able to communicate with her friends, her teacher and helper is so happy with girl nya progress. Actually both the teacher and helper dah stanby today yang anak i akan melalak but to their surprise my girl has changed so much..........
Alhamdullilah my effort paid off, i explain to her teacher that both my DH and I try our best to get my girl to do the same things that she did at shcool like painting, colouring which she enjoys very much and we both encourage her to do a lot of painting and even she colour outside the line and her choice of colour are wrong, we keep on telling her its ok and praising her everytime she finishes her colouring work, we keep on encouring her and even though the amount of mess that we have to clean after her wow its really a lot but its all worth it. I try as much as i could to play the games and sings with her all her nursery rhymes and for the past week i have been telling my girl that school is going to reopen and she will have more fun playing with friends and teacher. How i wish i would be able to see my girl when she is at school, sigh kalau lah cuti i masih banyak definitely i dah amik dah and intip anak i. But its ok listening to her teacher praise is good enough, my effort paid off. Alahai i miss my girl already, will kiss and hug tight ari ni oh ya ballons, will buy her ballons, she luv ballons, ok what else that she like oh ya M&M's chocolates with nuts that is her favourite, will get all these for my princess.... Yes!!!
Missing Babah Still
My girl still has the missing bug, from Thurs night she has been clinging to her babah. Last Friday my DH is on leave and my girl was at his side at all times except when he went for his Friday prayers. Di mana ada babah disitu lah ada audrey. Last friday bila my DH fetch me from office we suppose to go out straight but my DH 4got to bring my girl nya pacifier so my DH suggest that balik and did my house chores dulu and aft maghrib off we go so we did went out last friday with uncle chuck for dinner sebab i tak masak he, he, he i declare myself cuti masak and aft that go out for a night spin and by 11pm battery anak i dah super low finally she say babah go home audrey sleep, signal lah tu i get her to put on her pyajamas and she finally fall asleep in the car around 11.30 and woke up about 9 the next morning, lepak betul anak i, its been quite a while since we have our outing sampaike malam.
Saturday ada jemputan but before that i have to sent my mak metua to the GP for her montly check-up for her high blood. On the way to the clinic my girl still rasa penat and ngantuk she fell asleep and tido from 11.30 right up to 12.45, terperanjat juga i, ai battery masih low ke?? Tapi bila she woke up, phew yo fresh gila beb and fully recharge abis non stop mulut dia chatter. Our jemputan is at tampines and from there zoom to Marina then zoom to vivo city to look for my girl nya Dora bag, Dora water bottle , finding nemo cd and her ballons but unfortunately we could not find her dora bag so promise her next time around we will look for the bag.
For this weekend dapur i tak berasap langsung, saturday dapat berkat nasi from the wedding, i cuma bake chicken for my hubby and i gorengkan satay ayam goreng for my girl and she luv it. As for sunday my DH ada football match so early morning dah kluar but 1st stop breakfast at MC then off we go to CCK sports hall and we were there almost 1 day by the time sampai rumah dah almost 4 so kita tapow je and my mil say tak yah masak dinner since both she and fil masih kenyang ok lah i no objection kalau tak yah nak masak but malam i still masak nasi and goreng kan telur dadar for my DH sebab he did his part-time work semalam and balik he will definitely nak makan, as for my DH dia tak cerewet telur and nasi pun ok, on je.
Oh ya today school re-open takut juga anak i melalak tak nak gi skolah cause it happen during the 1st term holiday but Alhamdullilah kol my mil tadi and she says my girl was so happy going to school just now sampai kan she does not want her grandmother to send her to the door. This morning i siapkan anak i nya school bag, water bottle and uniform but i forgot one thing to check her school shoe, my mil say dah ketat so this weekend have to go and get her a new pair ai kejap nya anak i membesar.
Saturday ada jemputan but before that i have to sent my mak metua to the GP for her montly check-up for her high blood. On the way to the clinic my girl still rasa penat and ngantuk she fell asleep and tido from 11.30 right up to 12.45, terperanjat juga i, ai battery masih low ke?? Tapi bila she woke up, phew yo fresh gila beb and fully recharge abis non stop mulut dia chatter. Our jemputan is at tampines and from there zoom to Marina then zoom to vivo city to look for my girl nya Dora bag, Dora water bottle , finding nemo cd and her ballons but unfortunately we could not find her dora bag so promise her next time around we will look for the bag.
For this weekend dapur i tak berasap langsung, saturday dapat berkat nasi from the wedding, i cuma bake chicken for my hubby and i gorengkan satay ayam goreng for my girl and she luv it. As for sunday my DH ada football match so early morning dah kluar but 1st stop breakfast at MC then off we go to CCK sports hall and we were there almost 1 day by the time sampai rumah dah almost 4 so kita tapow je and my mil say tak yah masak dinner since both she and fil masih kenyang ok lah i no objection kalau tak yah nak masak but malam i still masak nasi and goreng kan telur dadar for my DH sebab he did his part-time work semalam and balik he will definitely nak makan, as for my DH dia tak cerewet telur and nasi pun ok, on je.
Oh ya today school re-open takut juga anak i melalak tak nak gi skolah cause it happen during the 1st term holiday but Alhamdullilah kol my mil tadi and she says my girl was so happy going to school just now sampai kan she does not want her grandmother to send her to the door. This morning i siapkan anak i nya school bag, water bottle and uniform but i forgot one thing to check her school shoe, my mil say dah ketat so this weekend have to go and get her a new pair ai kejap nya anak i membesar.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Missing Babah
Babah come babah play hide, babah come here, babah sit here.. non stop my princess calling for her babah sampaikan babah dia nak mandi pun tak leh so he has to bring her into the toilet as well to take shower and she stands beside him when he did his sholat.
My girl really miss her babah, five nights in a row she did not see him sebab babah has to work, she only see him shortwhile je in the morning for about 1/2 hour by the time babah balik she is already asleep so semalam when she sees her babah she did not let him go, she dont even want me to carry her, she says no ibu, no nyai & yayi. My DH have to give her 100% attention, so i senang sikit, masak anak i tak kacau, kemas pun tak kacau she leave me alone sampaikan nak tido pun she don't want me, which i understand so i just let her be, let her enjoy her dad's attention and company. She is still very young so she's not able to express herself and telling her babah that she misses him very much. A good thing juga my DH on leave ari ni so he will be able to spent more time with his darling and my DH will be fetching me from work too yeah!!! so takyah lah rushing2 naik mrt.
Weekend is around the corner, Sat ada jemputan also i dah promise my sweetie pie to get her a Dora bag & waterbottel for her to bring to school and Sunday pulak we both will be watching my DH playing football which my girl will enjoy very much sebab she will get all the attention from all the uncles. Next week school term dah start and Allhamdullilah mak metua dah ok her next check-up will be in 3 weeks time but have informed her that i will still be doing everything, especially cooking which i will do for at least a month. I jaga mak metua sampai seperti i jaga arwah bonda i dulu tak ada beza, memang penat tapi ini adalah tanggungjawab i being the eldest in the family. InsyaAllah anak i akan jaga i bila i tua nanti, Amin.................
My girl really miss her babah, five nights in a row she did not see him sebab babah has to work, she only see him shortwhile je in the morning for about 1/2 hour by the time babah balik she is already asleep so semalam when she sees her babah she did not let him go, she dont even want me to carry her, she says no ibu, no nyai & yayi. My DH have to give her 100% attention, so i senang sikit, masak anak i tak kacau, kemas pun tak kacau she leave me alone sampaikan nak tido pun she don't want me, which i understand so i just let her be, let her enjoy her dad's attention and company. She is still very young so she's not able to express herself and telling her babah that she misses him very much. A good thing juga my DH on leave ari ni so he will be able to spent more time with his darling and my DH will be fetching me from work too yeah!!! so takyah lah rushing2 naik mrt.
Weekend is around the corner, Sat ada jemputan also i dah promise my sweetie pie to get her a Dora bag & waterbottel for her to bring to school and Sunday pulak we both will be watching my DH playing football which my girl will enjoy very much sebab she will get all the attention from all the uncles. Next week school term dah start and Allhamdullilah mak metua dah ok her next check-up will be in 3 weeks time but have informed her that i will still be doing everything, especially cooking which i will do for at least a month. I jaga mak metua sampai seperti i jaga arwah bonda i dulu tak ada beza, memang penat tapi ini adalah tanggungjawab i being the eldest in the family. InsyaAllah anak i akan jaga i bila i tua nanti, Amin.................
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Enduring
Memang betul i'm at the stage where i have to tell myself, endure girl, endure. Bila i balik rumah tengok my bed rasa nya mcm nak lepak, terus tido sampai besok pagi, tapi apa kan daya. Tengok rumah mcm tongkang pecah and i got to feed my family. But one thing for sure the minute i step into the house i akan peluk cium anak i, roll around on the bed with for at least 10min baru i change t-shirt and masuk dapur.
Semalam i ada surprise, bila i nak start masak, wow i terperanjat jap ayam dah siap dipotong and basuh and bawang pun dah siap dikopek, mak metua i ckp my sil yang buat all these. Huh apa keheh adik ipar i, slalu nya tak ada pun buat gini, Allhamdullilah ada org sudi nak tolong so i tak yah lah buang masa nak potong ayam so straight away i prepare untuk masak. Semalam nya menu Kari Ayam Tomato, phew yo lauk ni punya wangi bau nya sampaikan pak metua i tak sabar nak makan, abis je i siap kemas dapur dia dah tanya i kau masak banyak tak kuah nya abah nak makan ngan roti lah and he ate with gusto giving me a thumbs up. Even anak i pun tak leh tahan aft my shower and sholat she straight away tell me ibu i want mamam rice and chicken, mak metua i told me that my sil dah suap anak i tadi but since my precious nak makan i suap je lah and she finish satu senduk nasi and satu potong ayam, anak babah betul lah princess i sorang ni suka ayam just like her dad. Ok i append herewith the resipi, i got the resipe ni from somewhere but cannot remember the source:
Bahan2
Ayam 1 ekor
150 gm ghee
150 gm serbuk kari }
2 sudu kecil serbuk jintan putih } mix together
2 sudu kecil serbuk jintan manis }
sedikit serbuk cili }
250gm tomato puree
4 biji bawang merah - hiris
5 biji bawang putih - hiris
Daun kari
Haruman - kayu manis, bunga cengkih, buah pelaga and bunga lawang
2 tomato
180 gm tairu - (i tak bubuh tairu semalam sebab tak ada so i gunakan santan)
Cara2
1. Panaskan ghee dan tumis daun kari, haruman dan diikuti ngan bawang merah and putih hingga kekuningan
2. Masukkan rempah dan tumis lagi hingga harum dan pecah minyak.
3. Masukkan tomato puree dan tumis lagi.
4. Masukkan ayam dan kacau kemudian masukkan air dan kacau hingga masak.
5. Last skali masukan tairu (or santan) dan rasakan rasanya.
Yang buat my family tak leh angkat is the fragrance from the ghee, phew yo bau nya semerbak. Actually lauk ni tak leh lah masak slalu kurang sihat beb, because it uses ghee and santan but u may try using the healthier choice cooking oil, i think rasa nya cuma lain sikit je but once in a while ok lah. This morning i cuma masak nasi je and i did told my mak metua i tak masak kan anak i soup since she like lauk kari ayam tu and my mak metua pun agree so senang sikiti. Ari ni i tak ada mood nak masak but got no choice die, die also must cook or else nak makan apa kan so ari ni i nak goreng sayur and ikan. Besok my DH tak keje lagi sebab nak antar mak metua i gi check-up so i nak pesan pak metua i beli nasi briyani je lah for himself and mak metua i as for my girl senang Uncle MC dia kan ada so will ask my DH to bring his darling there je lah, balik nanti baru i masak dinner, i think kan end up i masak nasi goreng je tau, simple and nice.
Semalam i ada surprise, bila i nak start masak, wow i terperanjat jap ayam dah siap dipotong and basuh and bawang pun dah siap dikopek, mak metua i ckp my sil yang buat all these. Huh apa keheh adik ipar i, slalu nya tak ada pun buat gini, Allhamdullilah ada org sudi nak tolong so i tak yah lah buang masa nak potong ayam so straight away i prepare untuk masak. Semalam nya menu Kari Ayam Tomato, phew yo lauk ni punya wangi bau nya sampaikan pak metua i tak sabar nak makan, abis je i siap kemas dapur dia dah tanya i kau masak banyak tak kuah nya abah nak makan ngan roti lah and he ate with gusto giving me a thumbs up. Even anak i pun tak leh tahan aft my shower and sholat she straight away tell me ibu i want mamam rice and chicken, mak metua i told me that my sil dah suap anak i tadi but since my precious nak makan i suap je lah and she finish satu senduk nasi and satu potong ayam, anak babah betul lah princess i sorang ni suka ayam just like her dad. Ok i append herewith the resipi, i got the resipe ni from somewhere but cannot remember the source:
Bahan2
Ayam 1 ekor
150 gm ghee
150 gm serbuk kari }
2 sudu kecil serbuk jintan putih } mix together
2 sudu kecil serbuk jintan manis }
sedikit serbuk cili }
250gm tomato puree
4 biji bawang merah - hiris
5 biji bawang putih - hiris
Daun kari
Haruman - kayu manis, bunga cengkih, buah pelaga and bunga lawang
2 tomato
180 gm tairu - (i tak bubuh tairu semalam sebab tak ada so i gunakan santan)
Cara2
1. Panaskan ghee dan tumis daun kari, haruman dan diikuti ngan bawang merah and putih hingga kekuningan
2. Masukkan rempah dan tumis lagi hingga harum dan pecah minyak.
3. Masukkan tomato puree dan tumis lagi.
4. Masukkan ayam dan kacau kemudian masukkan air dan kacau hingga masak.
5. Last skali masukan tairu (or santan) dan rasakan rasanya.
Yang buat my family tak leh angkat is the fragrance from the ghee, phew yo bau nya semerbak. Actually lauk ni tak leh lah masak slalu kurang sihat beb, because it uses ghee and santan but u may try using the healthier choice cooking oil, i think rasa nya cuma lain sikit je but once in a while ok lah. This morning i cuma masak nasi je and i did told my mak metua i tak masak kan anak i soup since she like lauk kari ayam tu and my mak metua pun agree so senang sikiti. Ari ni i tak ada mood nak masak but got no choice die, die also must cook or else nak makan apa kan so ari ni i nak goreng sayur and ikan. Besok my DH tak keje lagi sebab nak antar mak metua i gi check-up so i nak pesan pak metua i beli nasi briyani je lah for himself and mak metua i as for my girl senang Uncle MC dia kan ada so will ask my DH to bring his darling there je lah, balik nanti baru i masak dinner, i think kan end up i masak nasi goreng je tau, simple and nice.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Audrey!! What happen
That was what i ask my girl the minute i step into the house yesterday. Ya Allah kesian nya anak i comot sangat2 mcm tak ada mak. She is still wearing the same dress that i put on for her in the morning nasib baik her diapers are change kalau tidak i terus boleh melalak at the very spot. Anak i mcm tak terurus. My mak metua kata dia tak leh mandikan anak i sebab dia masih blum boleh dokong audrey but my pak metua kan boleh help, sigh i tak nak komen lah. I terus pick my girl up and bring her to the toilet to wash her up sikit2 so that she will look fresh tak lah comot sangat. I gave her a good bath around 8.30 just before her bedtime.
If only i got alot of leave i will take and look after my girl myself but unfortunately i can't and my mak metua pun manja dia dah terlebih sangat and very contradicting. Depan i semua dia tak leh buat, tak leh tolong tidy the house, tak leh lapkan the cabinet counter nak dikatakan semua tak boleh lah but........ kalau untuk anak dia, my youngest sil semua boleh. Can u imagine i adalah do all the hse work and cuci pakaian my mak metua so that she can recover fully and she go around behind my back and did the chores for my sil. Like cuci pakaian dalam dia, baju dia, kemas bilik dia, lipat baju dia and sweep her & my sil nya bedroom. What is this!!! i simply dont understand!!! sampai kan sarapan my sil pun dia siapkan ya ampun!! pemalas betul my sil, she expect to be serve head to toe. I know my mak metua memang sayangkan anak dia but my sil is all grown up she is able to do all these thing on her own, she is alreay 22 for god sake. When i was her age arwah bonda i dah tak buat a single thing pun, dah tak perlu masuk dapur masak, pergi pasar, kerja rumah semua i yg bereskan. Ini tidak, when i did find the opportunity to ask my sil bila dia nak belajar masak and her ans org tak kuasa ah nak belajar nanti dah tinggal sendiri amik maid senang, amboi sombong nya. Yah tu bila dah tinggal sendiri and now time being tinggal ngan i, its her mum and me yang jadi maid dia. Where got fair!!!
Sometimes rasa nya mcm nak surrender je tapi sabar je lah, kenangkan arwah bonda i kalau dulu beliau boleh dan berani hidup susah, jauh dari the comfort of her family, hidup merantau, i juga mesti boleh! hidup ngan metua memang banyak onak dan duri especially my mother in law who is an impossible person to live with even my DH admit this but i mesti kuat kan semangat and sentiasa berdoa sesungguh tiada kuasa yang lebih besar dari NYA.
If only i got alot of leave i will take and look after my girl myself but unfortunately i can't and my mak metua pun manja dia dah terlebih sangat and very contradicting. Depan i semua dia tak leh buat, tak leh tolong tidy the house, tak leh lapkan the cabinet counter nak dikatakan semua tak boleh lah but........ kalau untuk anak dia, my youngest sil semua boleh. Can u imagine i adalah do all the hse work and cuci pakaian my mak metua so that she can recover fully and she go around behind my back and did the chores for my sil. Like cuci pakaian dalam dia, baju dia, kemas bilik dia, lipat baju dia and sweep her & my sil nya bedroom. What is this!!! i simply dont understand!!! sampai kan sarapan my sil pun dia siapkan ya ampun!! pemalas betul my sil, she expect to be serve head to toe. I know my mak metua memang sayangkan anak dia but my sil is all grown up she is able to do all these thing on her own, she is alreay 22 for god sake. When i was her age arwah bonda i dah tak buat a single thing pun, dah tak perlu masuk dapur masak, pergi pasar, kerja rumah semua i yg bereskan. Ini tidak, when i did find the opportunity to ask my sil bila dia nak belajar masak and her ans org tak kuasa ah nak belajar nanti dah tinggal sendiri amik maid senang, amboi sombong nya. Yah tu bila dah tinggal sendiri and now time being tinggal ngan i, its her mum and me yang jadi maid dia. Where got fair!!!
Sometimes rasa nya mcm nak surrender je tapi sabar je lah, kenangkan arwah bonda i kalau dulu beliau boleh dan berani hidup susah, jauh dari the comfort of her family, hidup merantau, i juga mesti boleh! hidup ngan metua memang banyak onak dan duri especially my mother in law who is an impossible person to live with even my DH admit this but i mesti kuat kan semangat and sentiasa berdoa sesungguh tiada kuasa yang lebih besar dari NYA.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Selamat & Nyai
Semalam DH cuti its because he has to go to tanah perkuburan untuk collect the remaining of his arwah adik and nyai untuk disemadikan bersama. He brought along his parents and of course my princess. Alhamdullilah both arwah dah selamat disemadikan di tanah perkuburan baru. This has become an argument subject between my DH and his mum. My DH memang selalu and rajin ziarah kubur, his top priority is his brother, his grandparents and my parents.His arwah nyai ada ramai anak and not mentioning cucu lelaki but none has come forward to claim her remains, when my DH knows about this he sengaja came on the last day to see whether any of his uncles or cousins came forward to claim his arwah nyai but none came forward, so he did.
So bila NEA contacted him that semalam they are going to dig out the grave of his brother and nyai he purposely wait to the last minute to inform his parents, he sengaja do this so that his mum will not call the whole world to let them know of the situation sebab his aunties and uncles are well aware that my DH has claim his nyai and none bother to call and ask him bila or have NEA contacted my DH regarding the gali kubur and guess bila my mil try to call them, they are holidaying in KL. My DH did this sebab my fil ni selalu kena pulau, he will always be the last one to receive any news in regards to his family so for once my DH wants his dad to be on the upperhand which i totally agree and supported his decision but my mil dont because sekarang ni she is on a good term ngan aunties sebelah pak metua i so kalau boleh my mil wants to be the one who break the news and tell everything. But now mak metua i dah tak leh calling-calling lah sebab my pak metua dah warning mak metua i not to call the rest of the relative let them call, so senyap kejap my mil and ni yang buat dia boring and bingit sebab she is not on the upperhand, all the details for the new kubur only my DH and pak metua yang tau so kalau dia nak story pun she dont have the details, all the aunties and uncles will still have to approach my DH and pak metua. So my mak metua nak lepaskan geram dia tarik lah muka panjang kak i. Bila i balik semalam i tak tau apa silap i, she give a sour face, tak nak cakap and she dont even allow me to help her to put in the eye drop. Lah apa kena ngan org tua ni, ah malas lah nak layan. I buat mcm biasa lantak lah.
Malam bila my girl dah tido i did kol my DH why his mum react that way so he told me lah abt the issue above mentioned tu, oh.... baru lah i faham. Hai aku juga yang kena, aku tak ada kena mengena dengan citer ni and terbabit juga aku eh, kesian deh loh. Semalam malam i tak masak sebab lauk dalca daging yg i masak on sunday masih ada so mcm biasa lah i masuk tido dah almost 12 after all my housework but both my DH and I tak dapat tido lena sebab my girl was coughing away and she has stuffy nose and anak i tido pun tak lenyak keep on waking up crying, oh no why is my girl coughing away, what has her nyai feed her, so now both my DH and I are like zombie.
Pagi tadi i buat keje mcm kilat, lepas mandikan my mak metua, i sibuk masak untuk anak i and both my metua, i masakkan lauk kicap telur. Masak lauk yang simple je lah janji ada lauk, by the time semua siap dah kul 7.15 time to clean up my room pulak and get my princess ready and guess what she is very cranky this morning sebab masih ngantuk, she does not want to bath, nangis and asking her babah to bath her instead and my DH pulak dah lambat he has to report to work early ari ni, nak tak nak kena ikut rentak darling dia. Before going to work i brought anak i downstairs for a short walk and promising her to buy her a Dora bag & water bottle for her b4 school re-open, actually anak i want us to bring her to Changi airport to see the Dora show but my DH tak nak sebab now the H1N1 flu dah merebak so he try as much as he could to avoid these kind of places especially airport, orang-orang baru balik or coming from overseas so we will try to make do with the bag and water bottle. Huh anak i ni masih kecik lagi dah pandai nak bergaya gi sekolah ni baru pre-school kalau dah masuk primary school habis lah terkopak lah kocek ibu and babah. Hmph ari ni masak apa eh????? Pening, pening........
So bila NEA contacted him that semalam they are going to dig out the grave of his brother and nyai he purposely wait to the last minute to inform his parents, he sengaja do this so that his mum will not call the whole world to let them know of the situation sebab his aunties and uncles are well aware that my DH has claim his nyai and none bother to call and ask him bila or have NEA contacted my DH regarding the gali kubur and guess bila my mil try to call them, they are holidaying in KL. My DH did this sebab my fil ni selalu kena pulau, he will always be the last one to receive any news in regards to his family so for once my DH wants his dad to be on the upperhand which i totally agree and supported his decision but my mil dont because sekarang ni she is on a good term ngan aunties sebelah pak metua i so kalau boleh my mil wants to be the one who break the news and tell everything. But now mak metua i dah tak leh calling-calling lah sebab my pak metua dah warning mak metua i not to call the rest of the relative let them call, so senyap kejap my mil and ni yang buat dia boring and bingit sebab she is not on the upperhand, all the details for the new kubur only my DH and pak metua yang tau so kalau dia nak story pun she dont have the details, all the aunties and uncles will still have to approach my DH and pak metua. So my mak metua nak lepaskan geram dia tarik lah muka panjang kak i. Bila i balik semalam i tak tau apa silap i, she give a sour face, tak nak cakap and she dont even allow me to help her to put in the eye drop. Lah apa kena ngan org tua ni, ah malas lah nak layan. I buat mcm biasa lantak lah.
Malam bila my girl dah tido i did kol my DH why his mum react that way so he told me lah abt the issue above mentioned tu, oh.... baru lah i faham. Hai aku juga yang kena, aku tak ada kena mengena dengan citer ni and terbabit juga aku eh, kesian deh loh. Semalam malam i tak masak sebab lauk dalca daging yg i masak on sunday masih ada so mcm biasa lah i masuk tido dah almost 12 after all my housework but both my DH and I tak dapat tido lena sebab my girl was coughing away and she has stuffy nose and anak i tido pun tak lenyak keep on waking up crying, oh no why is my girl coughing away, what has her nyai feed her, so now both my DH and I are like zombie.
Pagi tadi i buat keje mcm kilat, lepas mandikan my mak metua, i sibuk masak untuk anak i and both my metua, i masakkan lauk kicap telur. Masak lauk yang simple je lah janji ada lauk, by the time semua siap dah kul 7.15 time to clean up my room pulak and get my princess ready and guess what she is very cranky this morning sebab masih ngantuk, she does not want to bath, nangis and asking her babah to bath her instead and my DH pulak dah lambat he has to report to work early ari ni, nak tak nak kena ikut rentak darling dia. Before going to work i brought anak i downstairs for a short walk and promising her to buy her a Dora bag & water bottle for her b4 school re-open, actually anak i want us to bring her to Changi airport to see the Dora show but my DH tak nak sebab now the H1N1 flu dah merebak so he try as much as he could to avoid these kind of places especially airport, orang-orang baru balik or coming from overseas so we will try to make do with the bag and water bottle. Huh anak i ni masih kecik lagi dah pandai nak bergaya gi sekolah ni baru pre-school kalau dah masuk primary school habis lah terkopak lah kocek ibu and babah. Hmph ari ni masak apa eh????? Pening, pening........
Monday, June 22, 2009
Father's Day
Hmph did we do anything special on this day, nope biasa-biasa je. Saturday masuk jb kejap to do our montly groceries shopping then straight home sebab banyak rumah yang nak dibuat. When i come home last friday i was so.........dead tired that i did not do any housework at all, i slept early not that early lah about 10.45 i dah lepak on the bed, to me that is early. Early morning dah masuk jb so tak sempat nak sweep the floor or tidy up the house cuma masukkan baju in the washer pas tu tinggal kan. Reach home abt 1pm, wah half day gone apalagi straight away engine start to do everything by the time i siap keje rumah ngan masak skali dah kul 4 aduh penat nya, dah nak kena siap2 nak gi jemputan malas betul lah nak gi cuma jemputan tunang je tapi tak sedap pulak sebab my jiran nanti kena label tak campur orang. Malas nak dress up, i pakai jeans and blouse je. Oh ya i lupa, last saturday i masak nasi ayam penyet you, my DH and metua cakap ok sedap, mcm gini i dah boleh start jualan lah, ha, ha, ha no way i nak jualan penat dia lagi phew yo penat gila beb sebab duly both my pak & mak metua jualan, anyway cooking is my passion and i luv to see the satisfaction face on my family after having a good meal, berbaloi........
Alamak celoteh punya celoteh i lupa nak story saturday night drama kak rumah i, kecoh kejap sebab my princess hilang pacifier dia, it starts off with me busy doing ironing so i get both my in-laws to layan anak i and abt 9+ i get her ready to go to bed and i tanya lah mak metua i
Me : mak puting audrey mana mak
Mil : kau tengok kak sofa ada tak
Me : tak ada
Mil : tak ada! kau tanya bapak kau
Fil : mana abah tau awak yg jaga audrey
Mil : tolong lah cari, jgn bising, nanti cucu awak tak leh tido (she is shouting already)
Audrey : i want my paci, i want my paci (crying now)
Me : where did u put your paci (trying very hard to control my temper)
Audrey : i dont know (stamping her feet)
I just pick my girl up masuk bilik and give her a new pacifier which she stubbornly refuse to suck and she keep on crying and crying inside the room asking for her paci. Both nyai & yayi dah panic worried that cucu kesayangan tak leh tido so they comb every corner of the house looking for her pacifier and it took them more than 1 hour and anak i still refuse to go to bed or sucking the new paci, apalagi dpt je her paci, nyoyot terus tido within 5 mins. Huh tulah my inlaws suka sangat let my girl suck on her paci when she is playing so my girl will campak je lah mana2. As for me if she is playing i will get her to keep her paci 1st, i dah highlight this to them but still diaorang tak nak dengat ikut sedap diaorang je and this is not the 1st time it happens slalu nya it happens during the day so not that bad but this is the 1st time happen at night and they are soooo worried and a good thing juga lah, i dah tak yah nak tidy up the house sebab my fil has done it for me, he unpack and pack back all my girls nya toys nicely, phew senang sikit i.
Sunday my DH brought us to jalan kayu for breakfast pas tu drive around Sengkang and Punggol and other areas, i pun lupa the name of the places that we went semalam, ever since my DH dah start working part-time during weekends kita dah jarang kluar sebab my DH will leave for work at 5 so mcm rushing slalu so since semalam its Father's day and pagi lah dah kluar so my DH ajak kita rounding-rounding lah, nasib baik my youngest sil ada rumah so my DH told her to sweep and mop the floor, selamat my DH yg sound, ringan sikit keje i nanti cuma masak je for dinner. Sampai rumah about 2 and my other sil dah ada kak rumah so cepat2 lah i masak sebab mak metua i suruh i masak dalca tulang rusuk lembu and she wants to give my sil sikit, tak sempat nak catch my breath dah nak kena masuk dapur. U all perasan tak i ni mcm superwoman, everytime kalau i kluar berjalan balik je i terus nak kena masuk dapur, hmph may be i betul2 nak kena order my superwoman costume lah. Habis masak kul 3 lebih baru lah boleh rilek sikit. I was so dead tired, tak cukup rest but i force myself to finish all my housework early so i can have an early night. My sil balik kul 4 lebih i told myself do not be lazy just continue with the housework ok 1st masuk baju in the washer, rendam all the baju yg needed to handwash, tidy the kitchen, wash all the handwash laundry, hang the clothes to dry ok semua dah beres so i can sit down and enjoy watching Finding Nemo on telly ngan princess i, lepas je abis the movie anak i pun tido, i masuk dapur jap do a little bit of cleaning pas tu i told my mil yg i dah nak masuk tido, ngatuk sangat2. 10.45pm finally i am lying on my bed now wow, what a weekend, tak ada rest langsung. My body mcm blum recover masih rasa penat and ngantuk. Besok my DH tak keje so i tak yah nak siapkan my girl and he will do everything for me. Hai rasa nya mcm nak amik leave je lah pas tu sembunyi kak rumah kakak i to catch up on my sleep tapi cuti i dah tak ada, amik mc agak2 boleh tak eh? tengok lah mcm mana nanti mcm mana kalau tak leh angkat mc sudah..........
Alamak celoteh punya celoteh i lupa nak story saturday night drama kak rumah i, kecoh kejap sebab my princess hilang pacifier dia, it starts off with me busy doing ironing so i get both my in-laws to layan anak i and abt 9+ i get her ready to go to bed and i tanya lah mak metua i
Me : mak puting audrey mana mak
Mil : kau tengok kak sofa ada tak
Me : tak ada
Mil : tak ada! kau tanya bapak kau
Fil : mana abah tau awak yg jaga audrey
Mil : tolong lah cari, jgn bising, nanti cucu awak tak leh tido (she is shouting already)
Audrey : i want my paci, i want my paci (crying now)
Me : where did u put your paci (trying very hard to control my temper)
Audrey : i dont know (stamping her feet)
I just pick my girl up masuk bilik and give her a new pacifier which she stubbornly refuse to suck and she keep on crying and crying inside the room asking for her paci. Both nyai & yayi dah panic worried that cucu kesayangan tak leh tido so they comb every corner of the house looking for her pacifier and it took them more than 1 hour and anak i still refuse to go to bed or sucking the new paci, apalagi dpt je her paci, nyoyot terus tido within 5 mins. Huh tulah my inlaws suka sangat let my girl suck on her paci when she is playing so my girl will campak je lah mana2. As for me if she is playing i will get her to keep her paci 1st, i dah highlight this to them but still diaorang tak nak dengat ikut sedap diaorang je and this is not the 1st time it happens slalu nya it happens during the day so not that bad but this is the 1st time happen at night and they are soooo worried and a good thing juga lah, i dah tak yah nak tidy up the house sebab my fil has done it for me, he unpack and pack back all my girls nya toys nicely, phew senang sikit i.
Sunday my DH brought us to jalan kayu for breakfast pas tu drive around Sengkang and Punggol and other areas, i pun lupa the name of the places that we went semalam, ever since my DH dah start working part-time during weekends kita dah jarang kluar sebab my DH will leave for work at 5 so mcm rushing slalu so since semalam its Father's day and pagi lah dah kluar so my DH ajak kita rounding-rounding lah, nasib baik my youngest sil ada rumah so my DH told her to sweep and mop the floor, selamat my DH yg sound, ringan sikit keje i nanti cuma masak je for dinner. Sampai rumah about 2 and my other sil dah ada kak rumah so cepat2 lah i masak sebab mak metua i suruh i masak dalca tulang rusuk lembu and she wants to give my sil sikit, tak sempat nak catch my breath dah nak kena masuk dapur. U all perasan tak i ni mcm superwoman, everytime kalau i kluar berjalan balik je i terus nak kena masuk dapur, hmph may be i betul2 nak kena order my superwoman costume lah. Habis masak kul 3 lebih baru lah boleh rilek sikit. I was so dead tired, tak cukup rest but i force myself to finish all my housework early so i can have an early night. My sil balik kul 4 lebih i told myself do not be lazy just continue with the housework ok 1st masuk baju in the washer, rendam all the baju yg needed to handwash, tidy the kitchen, wash all the handwash laundry, hang the clothes to dry ok semua dah beres so i can sit down and enjoy watching Finding Nemo on telly ngan princess i, lepas je abis the movie anak i pun tido, i masuk dapur jap do a little bit of cleaning pas tu i told my mil yg i dah nak masuk tido, ngatuk sangat2. 10.45pm finally i am lying on my bed now wow, what a weekend, tak ada rest langsung. My body mcm blum recover masih rasa penat and ngantuk. Besok my DH tak keje so i tak yah nak siapkan my girl and he will do everything for me. Hai rasa nya mcm nak amik leave je lah pas tu sembunyi kak rumah kakak i to catch up on my sleep tapi cuti i dah tak ada, amik mc agak2 boleh tak eh? tengok lah mcm mana nanti mcm mana kalau tak leh angkat mc sudah..........
Friday, June 19, 2009
Pencak Silat
Wow semalam u all should see my action in the kitchen, phew yo mcm buat pencak silat. When i came back from office all my family members kelaparan, huh ni my DH nya fault lah (episode sebat makan lauk ayam) so tak lengeh2 lagi, i terus masuk dapur tanpa ganti pakaian terus masak. Within 1 hour habis siap masak lauk ayam goreng percik dengan sayur siap dengan kemas sekali. My DH was the 1st one to eat sambil suap anak i pas tu my pak & mak metua. Nasib baik lah i jenis buat keje pantas kalau lah i buat keje lemah lembut abis kebulur lah my family tunggu i abis masak. Good thing that my DH tak keje mlm semalam so dia yang put my princess tu sleep so that i can continue doing my housework and biasalah kul 12 baru i masuk tido.
This morning i'm on time off again sebab nak antar mak metua i to the hospital for her check-up and Alhamdullilah she is recovering well tapi i sedih sikit listening to her comment, one of my DH nya cousin keje at the eye clinic so she ask my mak metua where is my sil so my mak metua ckp lah yg dia keje tapi my sil has been going to my house hari2 to jaga my mil, huh apa yang my mil ckp ni, so far my sil cuma jaga my mil for 2 days je and that is wed & thurs so its me the one has been looking aft her, sedih i. I bukan nak kan pujian yg i ni baik jaga mak metua i tapi tell the truth, org akan say yg i menantu tak guna tak jaga mak metua dia, padahal-padahal, what can i say sabar je lah, rasa nak nangis pun ada, tapi tak kisah lah, i redha, biar lah my mil nak cakap, cakap lah.
Ari ni my DH cuti untuk jaga anak i and he will be fetching me from work and we will be joining him at field for a football practice so anak i will have fun running around and i declare off day from cooking. My pak metua dah beli nasi briyani so i tak yah nak kelam kabut masak for them. Ok wait for my update next week.
This morning i'm on time off again sebab nak antar mak metua i to the hospital for her check-up and Alhamdullilah she is recovering well tapi i sedih sikit listening to her comment, one of my DH nya cousin keje at the eye clinic so she ask my mak metua where is my sil so my mak metua ckp lah yg dia keje tapi my sil has been going to my house hari2 to jaga my mil, huh apa yang my mil ckp ni, so far my sil cuma jaga my mil for 2 days je and that is wed & thurs so its me the one has been looking aft her, sedih i. I bukan nak kan pujian yg i ni baik jaga mak metua i tapi tell the truth, org akan say yg i menantu tak guna tak jaga mak metua dia, padahal-padahal, what can i say sabar je lah, rasa nak nangis pun ada, tapi tak kisah lah, i redha, biar lah my mil nak cakap, cakap lah.
Ari ni my DH cuti untuk jaga anak i and he will be fetching me from work and we will be joining him at field for a football practice so anak i will have fun running around and i declare off day from cooking. My pak metua dah beli nasi briyani so i tak yah nak kelam kabut masak for them. Ok wait for my update next week.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Semenjak Dua Menjak
Ever since my little princess dah able to communicate (talk) and her vocab are getting more and more extensive now she is becoming more bossy and talkative - recognise this, yah just like me, she is mini me. She is able to complaint to her dad when i smack her, just like yesterday night when she is talking to her babah on the phone before going to sleep:
Audrey : babah ibu beat here (she is pointing at her thigh) audrey cry, no ibu dont luv ibu (i dont know from were she learnt this, it puzzle me)
Sigh!! dah pandai complaint, wow from now onwards i have to be more careful with my words and action cause she is imitating all the people around her. I really feel that time fly very fast too fast, baru smlm my baby lahir and now dah almost 3 and a little tyrant now, she might look like her dad but her character especially her impatient just like me
This picture is taken when my girl is 5 months old and she look exactly like her dad sayang i tak ada gambar my DH when he was a baby, maybe one of these day i shall look for it and i will post then boleh lah u all do the comparison.
I miss my girl dia lah obat untuk segala penyakit i, bila balik dari keje penat mcm mana pun bila tengok muka anak i and giving her a hug rasa nya penat semua hilang, being a mum is not an easy job especially when u are a working mom but by the end of the day all the sacrification is all worth it when u look into your child's eye and the luv shining thru, wow its hard to explain u got to experience it yourself and you will understand.
Audrey : babah ibu beat here (she is pointing at her thigh) audrey cry, no ibu dont luv ibu (i dont know from were she learnt this, it puzzle me)
Sigh!! dah pandai complaint, wow from now onwards i have to be more careful with my words and action cause she is imitating all the people around her. I really feel that time fly very fast too fast, baru smlm my baby lahir and now dah almost 3 and a little tyrant now, she might look like her dad but her character especially her impatient just like me
This picture is taken when my girl is 5 months old and she look exactly like her dad sayang i tak ada gambar my DH when he was a baby, maybe one of these day i shall look for it and i will post then boleh lah u all do the comparison.I miss my girl dia lah obat untuk segala penyakit i, bila balik dari keje penat mcm mana pun bila tengok muka anak i and giving her a hug rasa nya penat semua hilang, being a mum is not an easy job especially when u are a working mom but by the end of the day all the sacrification is all worth it when u look into your child's eye and the luv shining thru, wow its hard to explain u got to experience it yourself and you will understand.
Bengang
Ish my DH ni betul lah pagi tadi i betul nya terperanjat bila i tengok lauk ayam yg i masak smlm dah tinggal 3 potong je, yg lain my DH dah bedal. Last tuesday i masak dua mcm lauk ayam masak madu & singgang ikan, this is dinner cum lunch for smlm petang for both my pak & mak metua. So smlm i balik lauk ayam masih ada lagi so i panaskan and transfer from the pot to the bowl for my DH to abiskan lauk ni bila dia balik around 11+.
Yesterday i siapkan kemas rumah dulu baru lah i start masak and i cook lauk yg simple je ayam masak sambal kicap sebab dah penat sangat tak larat nak masak yg complicated. By the time i finish cooking & cleaning up dah kul 11.30 terus i masuk dlm so i did not meet up my DH bila dia balik and this morning bila i abis mandikan mak metua i terus i proceed to panaskan lauk and i was shock huh tinggal 3 potong lah mana cukup for my pak & mak metua and both my sil. My DH ni betul lah, tengok jam dah kul 6.45 mana sempat nak masak lauk lain except for my little princess nya soup and ayam are all in the freezer, panic jap mcm mana ni so i tanya my mak metua,
Me : mak lauk ayam nya tinggal 3 potong je, abg dah makan mlm tadi kalau tak cukup mak suruh abah beli makan boleh tak mak, tak sempat nak masak.
Mak metua : tak pa lah tak kisah, mak boleh makan maggi asalkan kau masak kan lauk anak kau sudah.
Phew! selamat, my mak metua ni cerewet sikit, b4 her operation dia ckp ngan i kalau boleh dia tak nak makan makanan kak luar sebab dia tak tau bahan apa yg org jualan tu bubuh sebab dia tengah pantang, she did it on her own accord even the doctor says no restriction to her diet but she insist that she wants to pantang so i dont want to argue much. Ok lah if she say it herself that she have instant noddle for lunch then its fine. So apalagi when i was in the car i attack my DH,
Me : Bah u abiskan lauk ayam tu eh, why dont u eat lauk yang kak mangkok. Ayam tinggal 3 potong je tau mana cukup.
DH : Lauk yg tu lagi sedap so i makan lah anyway i cuma amik 3 je ada lagi pe.
Heran juga eh if my DH amik 3 and tinggal 3 in the pot yg 3 lagi mana eh? siapa dah gi bedal, b4 i masak i kira brapa potong ayam i masak, hai toyol mana dah sebat lauk ayam. I diam je lah, apa nak buat my DH dah makan dah pun, nak mengamok or marah no use, tido lagi baik. Hmph malam ni masak apa eh? one thing for sure i nak kena separate for dinner tonight and for tomorrow lunch. So this morning nya incident wont happen again.
Yesterday i siapkan kemas rumah dulu baru lah i start masak and i cook lauk yg simple je ayam masak sambal kicap sebab dah penat sangat tak larat nak masak yg complicated. By the time i finish cooking & cleaning up dah kul 11.30 terus i masuk dlm so i did not meet up my DH bila dia balik and this morning bila i abis mandikan mak metua i terus i proceed to panaskan lauk and i was shock huh tinggal 3 potong lah mana cukup for my pak & mak metua and both my sil. My DH ni betul lah, tengok jam dah kul 6.45 mana sempat nak masak lauk lain except for my little princess nya soup and ayam are all in the freezer, panic jap mcm mana ni so i tanya my mak metua,
Me : mak lauk ayam nya tinggal 3 potong je, abg dah makan mlm tadi kalau tak cukup mak suruh abah beli makan boleh tak mak, tak sempat nak masak.
Mak metua : tak pa lah tak kisah, mak boleh makan maggi asalkan kau masak kan lauk anak kau sudah.
Phew! selamat, my mak metua ni cerewet sikit, b4 her operation dia ckp ngan i kalau boleh dia tak nak makan makanan kak luar sebab dia tak tau bahan apa yg org jualan tu bubuh sebab dia tengah pantang, she did it on her own accord even the doctor says no restriction to her diet but she insist that she wants to pantang so i dont want to argue much. Ok lah if she say it herself that she have instant noddle for lunch then its fine. So apalagi when i was in the car i attack my DH,
Me : Bah u abiskan lauk ayam tu eh, why dont u eat lauk yang kak mangkok. Ayam tinggal 3 potong je tau mana cukup.
DH : Lauk yg tu lagi sedap so i makan lah anyway i cuma amik 3 je ada lagi pe.
Heran juga eh if my DH amik 3 and tinggal 3 in the pot yg 3 lagi mana eh? siapa dah gi bedal, b4 i masak i kira brapa potong ayam i masak, hai toyol mana dah sebat lauk ayam. I diam je lah, apa nak buat my DH dah makan dah pun, nak mengamok or marah no use, tido lagi baik. Hmph malam ni masak apa eh? one thing for sure i nak kena separate for dinner tonight and for tomorrow lunch. So this morning nya incident wont happen again.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Oreo
Wondering why oreo, that is what i am for now, today you see me and tomorrow you don't, macam advert oreo biscuit, now u see it and now you dont. Well i have to be on and off cuti sebab nak kena jaga my mak metua and anak i. Cuti i dah tinggal sikit je kalau nak kluar gi for short trip rasa i tak leh sebab nak kena simpan kan kalau ada emergency at home and not forgetting hari raya is around the corner.
This morning i betul nya merangkak bila i bangun tadi @ 5.45am, aduh ngantuk nya and penat dibadan blum hilang lagi dah nak kena bangun, ya ALLAH kuat kan semangat hambu mu. Lepas sholat subuh i mandikan my mak metua pas tu sibuk bersihkan my service balcony yg smelly with kuching nya wee2 & poo2, by the time i abis buat keje and masak soup for my little princess dah kul 7 time to clean up my bedroom and mandikan my little princess pulak, hai engine on terus dan akan terus on sampai lah kul 12 mlm ni. Initially i plan to cook early morning but aft much thought its best that i masak lebih sikit for dinner. Kalau i masak early morning i takut nanti i sendiri yang rushing sebab nak siapkan rumah, nak siapkan anak i nanti tak pasal2 i jadi frustrated due to rushing doing things. I did ask my mak & pak metua is it ok if i cook extra and they eat the same lauk for lunch and both of them say ok tak kisah. Agaknya diaorang pun kesian tengok i penat buat keje non stop and not to mention i still need to go to work. Balik nanti i dah nak kena masak for dinner cum lunch for tomorrow, basuh baju, kemas rumah & sapu, gedebak-gedebuk dah kul 12 baru lah boleh masuk tido and besok cycle will continue and sampai bila i tak tau sebab mak metua i did mention to me that she dont want to do anything for 1 month aft her operation, but the doctor says that she should be ok 2 weeks after her operation entah lah in terms of medical dia dah ok, she shd be ok but mak metua i buat pantang dia sendiri, i think mak metua i manja kot, apa nak buat, sabar je lah, cubaan..........
Ok lah tak leh nak banyak songeh keje opis i banyak nak dibereskan and sebelum betara guru i masuk lebih baik i log out and lately his mood swing teruk betul, going thru menopause agaknya bye for now................
This morning i betul nya merangkak bila i bangun tadi @ 5.45am, aduh ngantuk nya and penat dibadan blum hilang lagi dah nak kena bangun, ya ALLAH kuat kan semangat hambu mu. Lepas sholat subuh i mandikan my mak metua pas tu sibuk bersihkan my service balcony yg smelly with kuching nya wee2 & poo2, by the time i abis buat keje and masak soup for my little princess dah kul 7 time to clean up my bedroom and mandikan my little princess pulak, hai engine on terus dan akan terus on sampai lah kul 12 mlm ni. Initially i plan to cook early morning but aft much thought its best that i masak lebih sikit for dinner. Kalau i masak early morning i takut nanti i sendiri yang rushing sebab nak siapkan rumah, nak siapkan anak i nanti tak pasal2 i jadi frustrated due to rushing doing things. I did ask my mak & pak metua is it ok if i cook extra and they eat the same lauk for lunch and both of them say ok tak kisah. Agaknya diaorang pun kesian tengok i penat buat keje non stop and not to mention i still need to go to work. Balik nanti i dah nak kena masak for dinner cum lunch for tomorrow, basuh baju, kemas rumah & sapu, gedebak-gedebuk dah kul 12 baru lah boleh masuk tido and besok cycle will continue and sampai bila i tak tau sebab mak metua i did mention to me that she dont want to do anything for 1 month aft her operation, but the doctor says that she should be ok 2 weeks after her operation entah lah in terms of medical dia dah ok, she shd be ok but mak metua i buat pantang dia sendiri, i think mak metua i manja kot, apa nak buat, sabar je lah, cubaan..........
Ok lah tak leh nak banyak songeh keje opis i banyak nak dibereskan and sebelum betara guru i masuk lebih baik i log out and lately his mood swing teruk betul, going thru menopause agaknya bye for now................
Monday, June 15, 2009
Boss Cuti
I lupa pulak yang betara guru i cuti, every morning memang dia slalu masuk lambat, boss lah katakan but ari ni lain mcm pulak dah kul 11 pun blum muncul lagi, kawan i dok tanya, any idea wat time is yr boss coming in dari pagi sampai lah sblum lunch tadi, i main hentam dont know, setahu i ari ni tak ada meeting agak nya bangun lambat kot tapi dah aft lunch pun batang hidung dia tak timbul2, pelik bin ajaib, mana boss aku menghilang ni, heran juga kan.
I duduk termenung jap, kak mana agak nya si betara guru ni eh, entah2 dia gi cuti tak? asal dia tak bilang kak aku eh, bukan apa, he has to let me know if he is on leave so that i know how to tepis2 phone call yg kp on coming looking for him, hold and behold he is on leave, dia gi Bintan ngan family dia!!! suddenly i teringat i ada scan for him a confirmation booking for a club med cuma i tak ingat date dia bila so i check in my trash bin, hah betul kan dia gi bintan so sah lah he wont be coming in at all today. Asal dia tak report strength kak i eh, agak nya sal i cuti tak last week and i did sms him last week that i need to take leave again today and besok cuma ari ni i cancel my leave and besok baru i cuti so dia ingat i pun cuti kot ari sebab itu lah dia buat bodoh je, walau ye pun sms me lah so i tau, alah tak kisah lah janji keje i dah abis, cuma problem submission i je blum selesai, kena tunggu the answer from authority department, hish leceh betul lah.
Ok pas ni boleh plan menu for the rest of the week, maklum lah nak make my DH happy so masak yg sedap2 lah tapi mata ni dah nak pejam dah, ngantuk gila beb, tak cukup tido dah brapa malam, nanti lelap mata jap pun baik ah, eleh my friend understand pe, anyway bukan i nak terus membuta sampai 1 or 2 jam paling kuat 20 mins je.
Minggu lepas nya menu:
Thursday - ayam masak kurma, wow pak metua i suka banget ngan lauk ni, dia kata dah lama tak makan, arwah mak pak metua i slalu masak lauk ni dulu, abis u 1 ekor ayam i masak, telur asin, huh ni prabet my DH & sambal belacan. Resipi ayam masak kurma is from arwah bonda i so append herewith the resipi:
Bahan2
1. Haruman - bunga cengkih, buah pelaga, bunga lawang & kayu manis
2. Bawang besar - hiris halus
3. Bawang kecil, bawang putih & halia (kisar)
4. Serai (titik)
5. Cili hijau (belah dua)
6. Kobis (di belah besar-besar)
7. Daun ketumbar
8. Santan cair & pekat
Cara2
1. Tumis haruman hingga naik bau nya
2. Masukan hirisan bawang besar dan tumis hingga layu.
3. Masukan bahan kisar dan tumis hingga garing dan naik bau nya.
4. Masukan rempah kurma dan serai dan tumis lagi hingga masak (garing) rempah nya.
5. Masukan ayam dan gaul hingga sebati ngan rempah, masukan santan cair untuk empuk kan ayam.
6. Setelah ayam separuh masak, masukan lada hijau dan masak hingga ayam empuk.
7. Setelah ayam empuk masukan kobis dan santan pekat kacau hingga sebati.
8. Masukan daun ketumbar, tutup api dah siap
Senang kan and bahan2 nya pun simple, tapi i mintak maaf ye kalau i tak dapat beri angaran yg tepat sebab when arwah bonda i teach me how to cook, beliau cuma bilang agak2 je, jadi nya mesti sedap so sampai skg i kalau masak main agak2 je, so far so good. Tapi kalau tak sedap sorry ye..............
Friday - ikan bawal masak sweet sour - phew yo my girl luv this very much sal i taruk fishball and telur puyuh in the sauce. My DH pulak makan ikan 1/2 ekor dia sendiri yg makan. Pak metua i beli ikan bawal yang besar and for my mil i goreng kan ikan kurau.
Saturday - ayam masak merah huh jgn cakap my DH makan mcm gunung nasi dia, he like it so much when i cook this dish and i pun dah lama tak masak lauk ni.
Sunday - early morning gi breakfast at changi and belen lauk ayam masak merah ada lagi so sunday nya menu tak ada. Tapi petang smlm masak rendang daging untuk lauk ari ni and pagi tadi dah masakan untuk anak i fishball soup & carrot.
Biasa lah i tak petik gambar the end product of my culinary skill, mcm mana nak amik kalau anak i sibuk, ibu carry, ibu kokong. My pak metua ada beli ikan belanak last friday, dia nak i masak kan dia, hmph fikir punya fikir i think i masakan dia lauk singgang je lah, anyway pak metua i suka lauk yg soupy2 and as for the rest of the family i masak ayam goreng percik. Ni yang leceh nya kalau masak lauk ikan, i nak kena masak 2 types of lauk sebab yg lain tak makan ikan cuma pak metua & i. The rest of the family cuma makan ikan bawal or kepala ikan merah other than that tak makan. As for the rest of the days i nak fikir lauk yg paling simple to cook sebab i will cook early morning ard 5.30 pagi so kalau dah nak kena masak pagi2 buta mata masih kuyu nak masak yg complicated nanti jadi nya lain pulak, ni yang masih thinking ni. Phew yo panjang lebar betul celoteh i eh, maklum lah boss tak ada, he, he, he sori eh Mr Ho, i will continue doing my work now, ok me signing out for now..................
I duduk termenung jap, kak mana agak nya si betara guru ni eh, entah2 dia gi cuti tak? asal dia tak bilang kak aku eh, bukan apa, he has to let me know if he is on leave so that i know how to tepis2 phone call yg kp on coming looking for him, hold and behold he is on leave, dia gi Bintan ngan family dia!!! suddenly i teringat i ada scan for him a confirmation booking for a club med cuma i tak ingat date dia bila so i check in my trash bin, hah betul kan dia gi bintan so sah lah he wont be coming in at all today. Asal dia tak report strength kak i eh, agak nya sal i cuti tak last week and i did sms him last week that i need to take leave again today and besok cuma ari ni i cancel my leave and besok baru i cuti so dia ingat i pun cuti kot ari sebab itu lah dia buat bodoh je, walau ye pun sms me lah so i tau, alah tak kisah lah janji keje i dah abis, cuma problem submission i je blum selesai, kena tunggu the answer from authority department, hish leceh betul lah.
Ok pas ni boleh plan menu for the rest of the week, maklum lah nak make my DH happy so masak yg sedap2 lah tapi mata ni dah nak pejam dah, ngantuk gila beb, tak cukup tido dah brapa malam, nanti lelap mata jap pun baik ah, eleh my friend understand pe, anyway bukan i nak terus membuta sampai 1 or 2 jam paling kuat 20 mins je.
Minggu lepas nya menu:
Thursday - ayam masak kurma, wow pak metua i suka banget ngan lauk ni, dia kata dah lama tak makan, arwah mak pak metua i slalu masak lauk ni dulu, abis u 1 ekor ayam i masak, telur asin, huh ni prabet my DH & sambal belacan. Resipi ayam masak kurma is from arwah bonda i so append herewith the resipi:
Bahan2
1. Haruman - bunga cengkih, buah pelaga, bunga lawang & kayu manis
2. Bawang besar - hiris halus
3. Bawang kecil, bawang putih & halia (kisar)
4. Serai (titik)
5. Cili hijau (belah dua)
6. Kobis (di belah besar-besar)
7. Daun ketumbar
8. Santan cair & pekat
Cara2
1. Tumis haruman hingga naik bau nya
2. Masukan hirisan bawang besar dan tumis hingga layu.
3. Masukan bahan kisar dan tumis hingga garing dan naik bau nya.
4. Masukan rempah kurma dan serai dan tumis lagi hingga masak (garing) rempah nya.
5. Masukan ayam dan gaul hingga sebati ngan rempah, masukan santan cair untuk empuk kan ayam.
6. Setelah ayam separuh masak, masukan lada hijau dan masak hingga ayam empuk.
7. Setelah ayam empuk masukan kobis dan santan pekat kacau hingga sebati.
8. Masukan daun ketumbar, tutup api dah siap
Senang kan and bahan2 nya pun simple, tapi i mintak maaf ye kalau i tak dapat beri angaran yg tepat sebab when arwah bonda i teach me how to cook, beliau cuma bilang agak2 je, jadi nya mesti sedap so sampai skg i kalau masak main agak2 je, so far so good. Tapi kalau tak sedap sorry ye..............
Friday - ikan bawal masak sweet sour - phew yo my girl luv this very much sal i taruk fishball and telur puyuh in the sauce. My DH pulak makan ikan 1/2 ekor dia sendiri yg makan. Pak metua i beli ikan bawal yang besar and for my mil i goreng kan ikan kurau.
Saturday - ayam masak merah huh jgn cakap my DH makan mcm gunung nasi dia, he like it so much when i cook this dish and i pun dah lama tak masak lauk ni.
Sunday - early morning gi breakfast at changi and belen lauk ayam masak merah ada lagi so sunday nya menu tak ada. Tapi petang smlm masak rendang daging untuk lauk ari ni and pagi tadi dah masakan untuk anak i fishball soup & carrot.
Biasa lah i tak petik gambar the end product of my culinary skill, mcm mana nak amik kalau anak i sibuk, ibu carry, ibu kokong. My pak metua ada beli ikan belanak last friday, dia nak i masak kan dia, hmph fikir punya fikir i think i masakan dia lauk singgang je lah, anyway pak metua i suka lauk yg soupy2 and as for the rest of the family i masak ayam goreng percik. Ni yang leceh nya kalau masak lauk ikan, i nak kena masak 2 types of lauk sebab yg lain tak makan ikan cuma pak metua & i. The rest of the family cuma makan ikan bawal or kepala ikan merah other than that tak makan. As for the rest of the days i nak fikir lauk yg paling simple to cook sebab i will cook early morning ard 5.30 pagi so kalau dah nak kena masak pagi2 buta mata masih kuyu nak masak yg complicated nanti jadi nya lain pulak, ni yang masih thinking ni. Phew yo panjang lebar betul celoteh i eh, maklum lah boss tak ada, he, he, he sori eh Mr Ho, i will continue doing my work now, ok me signing out for now..................
Helllloooo Again
I'm back after 4 days of staying at home and practicing to be a full time mom, i'm glad that i am back at work. Phew, 4 hari at home mcm dah 4 bulan otak buntu mcm tak berfungsi at home. My time starts from 6am until late night around 11+ so i tak dengar radio or read newspaper, my focus and time spent on my house work, my updates on hal ehwal semasa mcm stop on track kejap. I pun amaze dari mana i ada energy to do everything, Alhamdullilah ALLAH has helped me a lot, berkat doa i, diberikan kesihatan and kesabaran. Penat, memang penat sangat2 kerja i tak ada stop langsung tapi i take this as my responsibility, InsyaALLAH bila i tua nanti anak i pulak akan jaga i, Amin.
My mil has been a very good patient, she listen to my every instruction. Tak banyak complain cuma 1 je my sil tak boleh nak harap langsung, her habits never change she dont even wash up her dirty dishes after eating i tak nak komen banyak lah nanti dosa pulak kan, gasak dia lah, nanti bila dah kawin ada rumah sendiri baru dia tau. Nasib baik lah my DH ada juga tolong i buat keje rumah like mopping the floor on saturday and when he is around he look after my girl needs sebab i sibuk ngan keje rumah kan. Dah lah rumah i ni besar (i bukan berlagak tau) bila dah sapu 1 rumah naik sakit pinggang sebab itu tak larat nak mop rumah and the worst part is my vacumm boleh rosal pulak, hai apa lah nasib i, terpaksa lah i use sapu lidi for my carpet, nasib baik carpet i tak besar cuma yang kecik je.
Even rasa penat when i at home phew susah nak explain and my resting time is my bed time tapi i happy juga sebab my DH commented that bila i am at home perut dia boncit sebab dia makan puas and i can see also my little princess appetite really good, nasi and lauk yg i masak semua habis tak terbuang bila i heard my DH comment and look at my girl eating with gusto both lunch and dinner rasa mcm berbaloi and penat i hilang, i try to avoid cooking what my mil slalu masak so my family has a change of menu and taste, anyway i enjoy cooking and its my passion.
Ok lah tak leh banyak celoteh, keje i berlambak dah mcm2 note on my table that i need to read and i got to download my 40 over emails, kalau ada chance petang nanti i update lah, oh btw besok i kena cuti lagi sebab both my DH and my sil tak leh cuti to look aft my girl. So see ya on wednesday.
My mil has been a very good patient, she listen to my every instruction. Tak banyak complain cuma 1 je my sil tak boleh nak harap langsung, her habits never change she dont even wash up her dirty dishes after eating i tak nak komen banyak lah nanti dosa pulak kan, gasak dia lah, nanti bila dah kawin ada rumah sendiri baru dia tau. Nasib baik lah my DH ada juga tolong i buat keje rumah like mopping the floor on saturday and when he is around he look after my girl needs sebab i sibuk ngan keje rumah kan. Dah lah rumah i ni besar (i bukan berlagak tau) bila dah sapu 1 rumah naik sakit pinggang sebab itu tak larat nak mop rumah and the worst part is my vacumm boleh rosal pulak, hai apa lah nasib i, terpaksa lah i use sapu lidi for my carpet, nasib baik carpet i tak besar cuma yang kecik je.
Even rasa penat when i at home phew susah nak explain and my resting time is my bed time tapi i happy juga sebab my DH commented that bila i am at home perut dia boncit sebab dia makan puas and i can see also my little princess appetite really good, nasi and lauk yg i masak semua habis tak terbuang bila i heard my DH comment and look at my girl eating with gusto both lunch and dinner rasa mcm berbaloi and penat i hilang, i try to avoid cooking what my mil slalu masak so my family has a change of menu and taste, anyway i enjoy cooking and its my passion.
Ok lah tak leh banyak celoteh, keje i berlambak dah mcm2 note on my table that i need to read and i got to download my 40 over emails, kalau ada chance petang nanti i update lah, oh btw besok i kena cuti lagi sebab both my DH and my sil tak leh cuti to look aft my girl. So see ya on wednesday.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Wokay
Wokay keje semua dah beres, yg urgent semua dah selesai, semua email i dah download as of now. Ada lah keje yg boleh bring forward to next week yg i tak touch boleh tunggu kan so sila lah tunggu. Dah siap2 nak alik ni tapi log in jap, sempena i di rumah tak tau lah whether i will be able to update my blog, rasa2 nya tak boleh kot.
So next week bila i dah masuk opis balik i will update and akan i luahkan segala perasaan i on what's happening at home front looking after my mil. Hopefully its smooth sailing but i just push aside my worried feeling, think positive, think positive k.
Ok lah chiao for now and see ya next week, huh, huh sedih juga rasanya tak dpt i menatap blog i and menaip cerpen2 pendek i, its therapeutic tau its good for my sanity. Muacks, muacks, ta, ta, ti, ti, tu, tu...................
So next week bila i dah masuk opis balik i will update and akan i luahkan segala perasaan i on what's happening at home front looking after my mil. Hopefully its smooth sailing but i just push aside my worried feeling, think positive, think positive k.
Ok lah chiao for now and see ya next week, huh, huh sedih juga rasanya tak dpt i menatap blog i and menaip cerpen2 pendek i, its therapeutic tau its good for my sanity. Muacks, muacks, ta, ta, ti, ti, tu, tu...................
Penat!!!!!!!!!!!
Wa, wa, wa................ penat and mengantuk, mata i dah nak pejam je ni, i need coffee........... very badly. I've been running up and down non stop, lutut i dah mcm nak tercabut. Serving 3 bosses at the same time can really kill me, downloading email bukan main banyak lagi, dah tak tahan, tak sanggup, oh cukup, sudah lah, i telah dihimpit ngan keje yg banyak sangat. I need a break, i need a vacation very badly. Eh apadah i merintih mcm drama minggu ini pulak. Over lah sangat i ni kan. Ai mana lah tau ada bakat berlakon boleh masuk tv kan, kan, kan. But in actual fact memang keje i banyak, buat keje org sampai i punya sendiri tak terbuat, so ni dah nak kena rushing to finish my work so i will not be disturb when i am on leave. But b4 i concentrate on my work, i curi tulang jap je lah, berblogging.
Oh ya besok i dah mula cuti untuk jaga my mil due to her eye operation, menantu mithali lah katakan. So i got one small and one big baby to look after. I pun dah set menu what to cook, i tak nak pening2 thinking apa nak masak, apa nak masak, kalau dah buat persiapan awal kan senang. My mil is not an easy person to stay with, she is fussy, demanding and very the authoritian. She is not an easy person to talk too either, macam mana lah u try to explain to her she will digest it wrongly, kita ckp subject A and she will digest it and subject B will come out. Even my pak metua pun tak leh nak ckp ngan dia. Garang gila beb mak metua i, sampaikan i naik phobia nak ckp or berbincang ngan dia, so most of the time i diam je, she say lah what she want to say, i will just keep quiet tak nak komen apa2 takut nanti gaduh or selisih faham and put my DH in a difficult position, mana mak, mana isteri so the best medicine is diam, tutup mulut rapat2. I ingat pesan arwah bonda i, kalau kita dosa ngan mak sendiri, kita nangis mintak ampun mak tak kan sampai hati and mak akan sentiasa maafkan kita tapi kalau mak metua belum tau and bonda i juga pesan untuk jaga tatah tertib i bila ngan mak metua i sebab ia akan reflect how my dearest mother brought me up. Sebab itulah mcm mana i sedih or geram or kekadang tu mcm nak meletup i diam je and my DH lah tempat i meletup and mengamok sakan, well i have to release it somewhere or to someone, like it or not he has to face it. I dah jadi menantu dia 10 tahun and i've been staying with her for the past 4 years, initially masa start staying together, phew yo i have to do a lot of adjustment, sampai kan dah nak slip into depression nasib baik tak sampai ke situ, Alhamdullilah sekarang dah ok sikit, i tak nak layan kan perasaan, masuk telinga kanan kluar kiri dah, hear no evil, see no evil that is my attitude now.
The truth is i am very nervous, looking aft my mil, slalu nya she will be able to do things for herself but from tomorrow onwards and until next week she will depend on me to do things for her so i rasa pressure juga takut dia tak suka layanan i, ada je yang tak kena, then how? Sebab org sakit ni slalu nya cranky. Tak pa, sabar, don't worry this is not the 1st time i jaga org sakit, i kan pernah jaga arwah bonda i dulu so sama je lah tapi arwah bonda i tak cerewet, dia duduk diam je, tak banyak komen so senang nak jaga arwah bonda i tapi my mil blum tau lagi mcm mana her reaction when she is uncapable doing her own things, hmph i shall see, like it or not i have to face it, i am the eldest in the family and it is my responsibility, to look after her, dah tertulis pun even our religion say so, so i have to accept it and face it, with the help of Almighty ALLAH, InsyaAllah, i wil persevere..........................
Oh ya besok i dah mula cuti untuk jaga my mil due to her eye operation, menantu mithali lah katakan. So i got one small and one big baby to look after. I pun dah set menu what to cook, i tak nak pening2 thinking apa nak masak, apa nak masak, kalau dah buat persiapan awal kan senang. My mil is not an easy person to stay with, she is fussy, demanding and very the authoritian. She is not an easy person to talk too either, macam mana lah u try to explain to her she will digest it wrongly, kita ckp subject A and she will digest it and subject B will come out. Even my pak metua pun tak leh nak ckp ngan dia. Garang gila beb mak metua i, sampaikan i naik phobia nak ckp or berbincang ngan dia, so most of the time i diam je, she say lah what she want to say, i will just keep quiet tak nak komen apa2 takut nanti gaduh or selisih faham and put my DH in a difficult position, mana mak, mana isteri so the best medicine is diam, tutup mulut rapat2. I ingat pesan arwah bonda i, kalau kita dosa ngan mak sendiri, kita nangis mintak ampun mak tak kan sampai hati and mak akan sentiasa maafkan kita tapi kalau mak metua belum tau and bonda i juga pesan untuk jaga tatah tertib i bila ngan mak metua i sebab ia akan reflect how my dearest mother brought me up. Sebab itulah mcm mana i sedih or geram or kekadang tu mcm nak meletup i diam je and my DH lah tempat i meletup and mengamok sakan, well i have to release it somewhere or to someone, like it or not he has to face it. I dah jadi menantu dia 10 tahun and i've been staying with her for the past 4 years, initially masa start staying together, phew yo i have to do a lot of adjustment, sampai kan dah nak slip into depression nasib baik tak sampai ke situ, Alhamdullilah sekarang dah ok sikit, i tak nak layan kan perasaan, masuk telinga kanan kluar kiri dah, hear no evil, see no evil that is my attitude now.
The truth is i am very nervous, looking aft my mil, slalu nya she will be able to do things for herself but from tomorrow onwards and until next week she will depend on me to do things for her so i rasa pressure juga takut dia tak suka layanan i, ada je yang tak kena, then how? Sebab org sakit ni slalu nya cranky. Tak pa, sabar, don't worry this is not the 1st time i jaga org sakit, i kan pernah jaga arwah bonda i dulu so sama je lah tapi arwah bonda i tak cerewet, dia duduk diam je, tak banyak komen so senang nak jaga arwah bonda i tapi my mil blum tau lagi mcm mana her reaction when she is uncapable doing her own things, hmph i shall see, like it or not i have to face it, i am the eldest in the family and it is my responsibility, to look after her, dah tertulis pun even our religion say so, so i have to accept it and face it, with the help of Almighty ALLAH, InsyaAllah, i wil persevere..........................
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Superwoman
I think kan besok i nak pakai baju superwoman siap ngan cape colour merah kak belakang with a big SW printed on my my cape because ari ni i rasa betul mcm superwoman. Can u imagine i am doing 3 persons job ari ni, turun naik, turun naik, mcm nak tercabut dah lutut i. Dah lah tu i nak kena layan mood swing our young director, muka dia masam mencuka, i tanya dia soalan jawab siap ngan sarcastic remark! Hai nasib baik belakang nama dia tu ada tulis - Director kalau tidak siap i pun jawab ngan sarcastic remark juga ler nampak nya.
Lucky thing my betara guru is not in the officer most of the time, dia cuma masuk tadi kul 2 and kul 4 tadi dia dah belah and while he is in dia tak kacau i langsung and let me serve the yound director sal secretary dia on leave so i jadi sasaran dia. Wow got 1 more hour to go endure, tahan kan perasaan, oh! oh! the young director baru kol i suruh masuk bilik dia, apalagi si young boss ni nak? agak nya dia pun ada pms tak! Ok lah have to go now nanti lambat masuk, muka i kena sembur and nasib tak baik kena stay late, oh tak nak.......... my little princess is waiting for me.
Lucky thing my betara guru is not in the officer most of the time, dia cuma masuk tadi kul 2 and kul 4 tadi dia dah belah and while he is in dia tak kacau i langsung and let me serve the yound director sal secretary dia on leave so i jadi sasaran dia. Wow got 1 more hour to go endure, tahan kan perasaan, oh! oh! the young director baru kol i suruh masuk bilik dia, apalagi si young boss ni nak? agak nya dia pun ada pms tak! Ok lah have to go now nanti lambat masuk, muka i kena sembur and nasib tak baik kena stay late, oh tak nak.......... my little princess is waiting for me.
Betara Guru Duduk Bertapa
Hai smlm i tak dpt nak buka langsung my blog and berblogging sebab betara guru duduk bertapa inside his room the whole day and kalau betara guru dah bertapa dlm bilik dia apalagi mcm2 lah dia order kak i, buat ini itu non stop and keep on calling me to his room, naik penat i duduk bangun. Tak pa, tak pa, sabar cause at the end of the day he sign my paycheck so muka mesti ada senyum.
Last weekend not much happening, babah amik i at office pas tu terus gi makan dulu sebab terlalu lapar, apatak nya tenaga dah banyak digunakan so perut lapar gila beb, nasib baik tak gila. Babah ajak makan @ Sabar Menanti, food wise not that fantastic, ok, ok lah, my mil pun tak makan banyak and she say i cook lagi sedap, ai nak hambat menantu dia sorang ni agaknya. Aft that kita gi marketing at newly renovated sheng siong supermarket at Serangoon. My girl had so much fun running around and tempat nya bersih skali, so much better now aft the revamp. Aft berbelanja terus balik rumah, babah kena keje malam. The cutest thing is princess i sorang call her babah before she go to sleep, good nigh babah, i luv u babah, big hug babah, muacks, muacks (she is kissing my hp) baru lah dia boleh tido.
Sunday ada jemputan at Pontian, my nephew's wedding so spent half a day there and my girl was super excited. This is not her first time visiting my kampong at Pontian, cuma dulu dia blum fully understand yet and now that she understand and dah boleh ckp, she kp on saying, bu look baby chicken, bu look chicken, bu look cat, babah look cow, babah i want to see cow babah, babah cow eat grass babah, bu cow busuk bu. Ai radio anak i non stop. By 2pm i dah bertolak nak balik sebab babah have to work again this evening so he wants to rest first before he starts work.
Oh ya semalam i brought my mil back to NUH to confirm her eye operation and yup confirm its going to be this thursday and i dah boleh forsee that this month is going to be tough month for me, i will be on leave on Thurs & Friday untuk jaga my mil, next week blum tau lagi and this whole month even tough she will be ok aft 1 week she will not be doing anything at home, sebab dia siang2 lagi dah bilang i yang she want to rest for the whole 1 month so kena lah i bangun early morning to cook for the family and siap kan rumah i dulu b4 going to work, so hopefully i got the strength to go thru this, InsyaAllah, Gods permits.
Last weekend not much happening, babah amik i at office pas tu terus gi makan dulu sebab terlalu lapar, apatak nya tenaga dah banyak digunakan so perut lapar gila beb, nasib baik tak gila. Babah ajak makan @ Sabar Menanti, food wise not that fantastic, ok, ok lah, my mil pun tak makan banyak and she say i cook lagi sedap, ai nak hambat menantu dia sorang ni agaknya. Aft that kita gi marketing at newly renovated sheng siong supermarket at Serangoon. My girl had so much fun running around and tempat nya bersih skali, so much better now aft the revamp. Aft berbelanja terus balik rumah, babah kena keje malam. The cutest thing is princess i sorang call her babah before she go to sleep, good nigh babah, i luv u babah, big hug babah, muacks, muacks (she is kissing my hp) baru lah dia boleh tido.
Sunday ada jemputan at Pontian, my nephew's wedding so spent half a day there and my girl was super excited. This is not her first time visiting my kampong at Pontian, cuma dulu dia blum fully understand yet and now that she understand and dah boleh ckp, she kp on saying, bu look baby chicken, bu look chicken, bu look cat, babah look cow, babah i want to see cow babah, babah cow eat grass babah, bu cow busuk bu. Ai radio anak i non stop. By 2pm i dah bertolak nak balik sebab babah have to work again this evening so he wants to rest first before he starts work.
Oh ya semalam i brought my mil back to NUH to confirm her eye operation and yup confirm its going to be this thursday and i dah boleh forsee that this month is going to be tough month for me, i will be on leave on Thurs & Friday untuk jaga my mil, next week blum tau lagi and this whole month even tough she will be ok aft 1 week she will not be doing anything at home, sebab dia siang2 lagi dah bilang i yang she want to rest for the whole 1 month so kena lah i bangun early morning to cook for the family and siap kan rumah i dulu b4 going to work, so hopefully i got the strength to go thru this, InsyaAllah, Gods permits.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Good Start
Alhamdullilah, pagi ni i ceria sangat2, a good start for my weekend. Bangun pagi tadi memang rasa malas betul nak gi keje, masih ngantuk sebab anak i smlm sebelum i tido boleh batuk sampai teruk skali and she threw out her phelgm twice, nasib baik i am still awake kalau dah tido and in drowsy state aft few nights tido tak cukup i dont know whether i am still alert. Lepas anak i dah muntah i pulak yang takut nak tido, yelah kalau anak i choke on her phelgm so i force myself to be awake and babah pulak working mlm, tak pa lah berkorban untuk anak I.
Besok kena keje, not our usual saturday duty but to revamp the storage of our drawings, god's instruction, my boss ni kan tak ada keje lain dia ingat kita orang ni semua free sangat2 mcm tak ada outside life melainkan keje 24jam mcm dia sebab itulah dia nak kita buat benda merepek ni, apa nak buat. Ok lah tak nak banyak celoteh have to go back to my work, furthermore betara guru 1 hari duduk kak dlm opis so tak leh berceloteh banyak2 nanti dia tau.............
Besok kena keje, not our usual saturday duty but to revamp the storage of our drawings, god's instruction, my boss ni kan tak ada keje lain dia ingat kita orang ni semua free sangat2 mcm tak ada outside life melainkan keje 24jam mcm dia sebab itulah dia nak kita buat benda merepek ni, apa nak buat. Ok lah tak nak banyak celoteh have to go back to my work, furthermore betara guru 1 hari duduk kak dlm opis so tak leh berceloteh banyak2 nanti dia tau.............
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Long Week = Foul Mood
Its been a long week, minggu ni rasa nya mcm panjang sangat and things are not going well both in home & work front ada je yang tak kena.
My boss keep on throwing his temper at me, just because his brilliant engineer from &^*() main hentam je when issue drawings out to site and my boss was being queried, dia kena soal and in return dia soal i balik and this besar nya ass hole engineer did not tell me anything or what has been issued to site so obviously lah i dont know anything and worst of all she is on leave for 1 month balik kampung so sapa nak gi answer or layan my boss nya question! urgh fed-up, bingit, boring. My boss pun satu bila this stupid engineer ada, dia tak nak tanya or marah dia tapi kalau dia tak ada amboi mcm2 dia tanya nak tunjuk marah dia lah tu, pegi dah. Gi lah marah si pompuan &&%*&$%^ tu jgn marah me! bodoh nya boss. My HR pulak tells me that i have taken time off twice this month which all staff can only take 1 time off per month. Not that i wanted to, what am i suppose to do i got a small girl at home who needs me too. Both this time off i took its because i need to send her to see the GP and sending her to school because she refuse to go to school and dont want her granny to send her there so i send lah and bukan nya i tak pay back the time that i took. Kenapa lah so rigid. Why can't they evaluate and see why the staff take the time off instead off telling them straight away. Apa diaorang ingat i take time off sal i bangun lambat ke just like others! Just because others has abuse these privilege diaorang ingat semua orang pun sama, urgh.................
For home front pulak, mcm mana eh nak elaborate..........susah lah nak terangkan. Early this week i did exchange angry emails with my DH and terus tak bercakap. We did talk now but not like usual, i dont know is it because he is down with his flu again or is it because my email content or entah lah, berkecamuk betul my head. I just bottle things up, who can i turn too for me to release all my tension, anger, frustration, I just need someone that will listen to me, just listen and biar kan i rambel mcm org gila tak pe just listen and i will feel better when i dah muntahkan what ever its inside but dont analyse me or give me that mumbo jumbo talk. Is it so difficult or am i demanding too much. My little princess had been a little tyrant this week, bila tak dpt sesuatu she will wail her hear out and nangis mcm org kena pukul and both my in laws ingat i dah dera anak i ni yg add on to my frustration, then my mil will tarik muka panjang kak i, urgh!!! bukan i sengaja nak pukul anak i but sometimes my girl really drive me to the wall. I tak nak salahkan both my inlaws but they have spoilt my girl so much. Apa my girl nak semua dia dpt from both grandparents ni yg susah for me to discipline my girl cause she refuse to listen to me and accept no for an answer. Bila nangis straight away my girl will shout for nyai and her granny will come to her rescue, whoa how to handle this.
Hopefully next week i will have a better week, entah lah, what ever it is, i just have to face it, with help and strength from The Almighty ALLAH, i will..........
My boss keep on throwing his temper at me, just because his brilliant engineer from &^*() main hentam je when issue drawings out to site and my boss was being queried, dia kena soal and in return dia soal i balik and this besar nya ass hole engineer did not tell me anything or what has been issued to site so obviously lah i dont know anything and worst of all she is on leave for 1 month balik kampung so sapa nak gi answer or layan my boss nya question! urgh fed-up, bingit, boring. My boss pun satu bila this stupid engineer ada, dia tak nak tanya or marah dia tapi kalau dia tak ada amboi mcm2 dia tanya nak tunjuk marah dia lah tu, pegi dah. Gi lah marah si pompuan &&%*&$%^ tu jgn marah me! bodoh nya boss. My HR pulak tells me that i have taken time off twice this month which all staff can only take 1 time off per month. Not that i wanted to, what am i suppose to do i got a small girl at home who needs me too. Both this time off i took its because i need to send her to see the GP and sending her to school because she refuse to go to school and dont want her granny to send her there so i send lah and bukan nya i tak pay back the time that i took. Kenapa lah so rigid. Why can't they evaluate and see why the staff take the time off instead off telling them straight away. Apa diaorang ingat i take time off sal i bangun lambat ke just like others! Just because others has abuse these privilege diaorang ingat semua orang pun sama, urgh.................
For home front pulak, mcm mana eh nak elaborate..........susah lah nak terangkan. Early this week i did exchange angry emails with my DH and terus tak bercakap. We did talk now but not like usual, i dont know is it because he is down with his flu again or is it because my email content or entah lah, berkecamuk betul my head. I just bottle things up, who can i turn too for me to release all my tension, anger, frustration, I just need someone that will listen to me, just listen and biar kan i rambel mcm org gila tak pe just listen and i will feel better when i dah muntahkan what ever its inside but dont analyse me or give me that mumbo jumbo talk. Is it so difficult or am i demanding too much. My little princess had been a little tyrant this week, bila tak dpt sesuatu she will wail her hear out and nangis mcm org kena pukul and both my in laws ingat i dah dera anak i ni yg add on to my frustration, then my mil will tarik muka panjang kak i, urgh!!! bukan i sengaja nak pukul anak i but sometimes my girl really drive me to the wall. I tak nak salahkan both my inlaws but they have spoilt my girl so much. Apa my girl nak semua dia dpt from both grandparents ni yg susah for me to discipline my girl cause she refuse to listen to me and accept no for an answer. Bila nangis straight away my girl will shout for nyai and her granny will come to her rescue, whoa how to handle this.
Hopefully next week i will have a better week, entah lah, what ever it is, i just have to face it, with help and strength from The Almighty ALLAH, i will..........
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Phew!!!!!
Ari ni special sikit, i did 2 entries. This morning i did mention yang i have to go down to the store room to do a little bit of packing. Immediately tadi aft lunch i terus turun to the basement and did it.
Mana punya dol mat dah main campak barang2 merepek on the shelve so berserak lah and also an eye sore. Our main director (nick name god) commented to my friend to get someone to clear that area and biasa lah nak tolak balak diorang main teka barang atas shelve tu semua barang my boss. I malas nak bertekak kan so buat je lah the packing and hold and behold its not my boss nya reports, drawings, etc2. Ada lah juga barang my boss tapi setakat satu dua je yang lain definitely not Mr Ho's so i apalagi amik barang yg bukan milik tuan besar and i campakan kak tempat lain yg boss i punya i amik dan susun ngan elok with his other stuffs.
U tengok lah si dol mat main campak je, kalau u all menyirap tak darah kalau tengok benda berselerak gini.
Ok dokie dah siap dah kemas, it took me abt 1/2hr to clear the mess, berani lah ada org buat beserak balik tempat ni i sure nya mengamok sakan.
I did mention to my boss no matter how much we have clean up/pack all the documents in the store definitely there will be bound to have one or two ass hole to mess it up again. So i suggest to lock the room up so nobody can go in there except the secretaries but the god tak nak pulak, his reason the place must be accessible to everyone tapi dia tak fikir kalau dah accessible to everyone and everyone make a mess siapa nak dok gi kemas!! Dia ingat kita ni secretary jadi part time cleaning maid ke, bodoh nya boss (god) semua nak ikut rentak dia je abih rentak kita sapa nak ikut, fed-up seh mcm ni...........
Mana punya dol mat dah main campak barang2 merepek on the shelve so berserak lah and also an eye sore. Our main director (nick name god) commented to my friend to get someone to clear that area and biasa lah nak tolak balak diorang main teka barang atas shelve tu semua barang my boss. I malas nak bertekak kan so buat je lah the packing and hold and behold its not my boss nya reports, drawings, etc2. Ada lah juga barang my boss tapi setakat satu dua je yang lain definitely not Mr Ho's so i apalagi amik barang yg bukan milik tuan besar and i campakan kak tempat lain yg boss i punya i amik dan susun ngan elok with his other stuffs.
U tengok lah si dol mat main campak je, kalau u all menyirap tak darah kalau tengok benda berselerak gini.
Ok dokie dah siap dah kemas, it took me abt 1/2hr to clear the mess, berani lah ada org buat beserak balik tempat ni i sure nya mengamok sakan.I did mention to my boss no matter how much we have clean up/pack all the documents in the store definitely there will be bound to have one or two ass hole to mess it up again. So i suggest to lock the room up so nobody can go in there except the secretaries but the god tak nak pulak, his reason the place must be accessible to everyone tapi dia tak fikir kalau dah accessible to everyone and everyone make a mess siapa nak dok gi kemas!! Dia ingat kita ni secretary jadi part time cleaning maid ke, bodoh nya boss (god) semua nak ikut rentak dia je abih rentak kita sapa nak ikut, fed-up seh mcm ni...........
Got Sleep no Missing Sleep
After two night of missing sleep baru lah semalam dapat tido fully, not really fully lah, i dont know when was the last time i really have a good and interupted sleep. From sunday to monday night my precious has been coughing badly. Even she herself wasn't sleeping well, bangun and merengek cause her cough is really bothering her but she manage to spit out her phlegm out twice on monday night which is good but i yg jadi takut to go to sleep, takut anak i will choke on her phlegm. The worst part is my DH pun down so that is why lah i tak nak kacau my DH and let me him rest thru so bila masuk office semalam dah mcm zombie. The 1st thing i did bila the clock strike 12.30, tido sebab mata i dah tak leh nak buka langsung.
My DH decide to see the GP semalam aft work and brought my girl along skali and true enough she got throat infection so have to take antibiotics. Nasib baik lah i got no problem in administrating medicine for my girl, what i need to do is put the syrup in the syringe, give it to her and wholah she will take it herself. So semalam i give the antibiotics dulu sebab i tau rasa nya sure pahit and tak sedap and the cough mixture last and in between the flu and phlegm medicine that she like the taste. Aft the 1st obat dengan pantas she campak the syringe to me dont like, dont want so i pun dengan pantas give her plain water to drink and cepat bagi dia obat favourite, yg paling cute is when she take the cought mixture and this is the 1st time she took it ee dont like, dont want, not nice, not nice she can only manage to take half of the dosage amt which is fine by me sebab the taste memang tak sedap and aft that her babah gave her usual night bath she is still complianing, not nice babah dont want babah kesian anak i nak kena take sampai 4 mcm obat at one go. I finally fall asleep around 12+ aft my usual hse work and monitor jap anak i whether she will able to sleep and Alhamdullilah she manage to, she is still coughing but not so bad lah and she wakes me up around 5+ for milk. Since my DH will be at home today i let my girl tido lewat kesian pulak nak kejut anak i bangun awal since hari2 she has to wake up early and she was enjoying her sleep this morning after two nights of not having a good night sleep.
Rasa ngantuk masih ada even aft my usual dose of tea pun ada rasa ngantuk juga, nampak2 lunch time nak kena tido lagi lah. As for my work front, ari ni nak kena masuk our office nya store and pack all my boss nya pass project soil investigation report and mcm2 lagi lah so nak kena pakai tenaga but at least i will be moving around a lot so tak lah rasa ngantuk sangat but mlm ni badan sure sakit gila nya, apa nak buat dah kata keje kan, buat je lah...............
My DH decide to see the GP semalam aft work and brought my girl along skali and true enough she got throat infection so have to take antibiotics. Nasib baik lah i got no problem in administrating medicine for my girl, what i need to do is put the syrup in the syringe, give it to her and wholah she will take it herself. So semalam i give the antibiotics dulu sebab i tau rasa nya sure pahit and tak sedap and the cough mixture last and in between the flu and phlegm medicine that she like the taste. Aft the 1st obat dengan pantas she campak the syringe to me dont like, dont want so i pun dengan pantas give her plain water to drink and cepat bagi dia obat favourite, yg paling cute is when she take the cought mixture and this is the 1st time she took it ee dont like, dont want, not nice, not nice she can only manage to take half of the dosage amt which is fine by me sebab the taste memang tak sedap and aft that her babah gave her usual night bath she is still complianing, not nice babah dont want babah kesian anak i nak kena take sampai 4 mcm obat at one go. I finally fall asleep around 12+ aft my usual hse work and monitor jap anak i whether she will able to sleep and Alhamdullilah she manage to, she is still coughing but not so bad lah and she wakes me up around 5+ for milk. Since my DH will be at home today i let my girl tido lewat kesian pulak nak kejut anak i bangun awal since hari2 she has to wake up early and she was enjoying her sleep this morning after two nights of not having a good night sleep.
Rasa ngantuk masih ada even aft my usual dose of tea pun ada rasa ngantuk juga, nampak2 lunch time nak kena tido lagi lah. As for my work front, ari ni nak kena masuk our office nya store and pack all my boss nya pass project soil investigation report and mcm2 lagi lah so nak kena pakai tenaga but at least i will be moving around a lot so tak lah rasa ngantuk sangat but mlm ni badan sure sakit gila nya, apa nak buat dah kata keje kan, buat je lah...............
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Sedih
Pernah tak you rasa yang no matter how much effort you put in or done is never enough. The good things that you do always backfires. That is what i am feeling now. I've been asking myself what do i need to do to make things better, maybe the effort that i put in is not enough but how do i know its enough. Or i sendiri not a good person, not being a good wife, not being a good daughter-in-law, not being a good sister-in-law and not being a good mother to my only child. I betul rasa tertekan and i can't breathe.
Kalau org lain tak menghargai what i have done and make me feel isolated how do i handle this. I really, really, really miss my late mother. Dulu everytime kalau i ada problem or feeling down i dont have to do anything just look at her face and smile dah cukup rasanya mcm org dahaga dapat minum air sejuk and when i talk to her she will answer me very softly and sambil usap-usap rambut i rasanya all the problems that i face will go away and rasa ringin but now where am i to go, where to turn to, I know turn to the ALMIGHTY ALLAH. I will just keep on berdoa untuk perbanyakan and pertebalkan kesabaran i and pasrah and redha apa saja pemberian Nya sebab ALLAH knows best and segala cubaan yg diberikan ada hikmah dan cubaan bagi diri i.
Kalau org lain tak menghargai what i have done and make me feel isolated how do i handle this. I really, really, really miss my late mother. Dulu everytime kalau i ada problem or feeling down i dont have to do anything just look at her face and smile dah cukup rasanya mcm org dahaga dapat minum air sejuk and when i talk to her she will answer me very softly and sambil usap-usap rambut i rasanya all the problems that i face will go away and rasa ringin but now where am i to go, where to turn to, I know turn to the ALMIGHTY ALLAH. I will just keep on berdoa untuk perbanyakan and pertebalkan kesabaran i and pasrah and redha apa saja pemberian Nya sebab ALLAH knows best and segala cubaan yg diberikan ada hikmah dan cubaan bagi diri i.
Monday, June 1, 2009
So, so weekend
Hmph why so, so nak kata i have a good weekend, yes i did enjoy my friday & saturday but smlm darah ada up sikit sebab tu lah my weekend so, so je.
Friday my DH fetch me from office with my little princess and as she is super excited when her babah did mention to her that she will be joining him at the field sampai kan dia tak nak take her usual nap, tido kejap je abt half hour takut kan babah leave her at home with her granny kul 4 she had already bug her babah, yok babah go out. Tulah anak i tak leh janji ngan dia langsung. The minute when i got into the car abis radio anak i non stop on, audrey follow babah, audrey kick ball, audrey run, where babah friend, ada je yg dia tanya. Its usual when we are all in the car all the attention is towards her, kalau my DH & I nak discuss anything tunggu dia tido or my DH will kacau her & make her cry kejap then i will sumbat her pacifier & get her high with her pacifier baru lah the two of us boleh talk kalau tidak jgn harap. I post kan gambar anak i kehausan, after lari mcm kambing lepas kandang.
Friday my DH fetch me from office with my little princess and as she is super excited when her babah did mention to her that she will be joining him at the field sampai kan dia tak nak take her usual nap, tido kejap je abt half hour takut kan babah leave her at home with her granny kul 4 she had already bug her babah, yok babah go out. Tulah anak i tak leh janji ngan dia langsung. The minute when i got into the car abis radio anak i non stop on, audrey follow babah, audrey kick ball, audrey run, where babah friend, ada je yg dia tanya. Its usual when we are all in the car all the attention is towards her, kalau my DH & I nak discuss anything tunggu dia tido or my DH will kacau her & make her cry kejap then i will sumbat her pacifier & get her high with her pacifier baru lah the two of us boleh talk kalau tidak jgn harap. I post kan gambar anak i kehausan, after lari mcm kambing lepas kandang.
Early saturday morning 1st stop CCK to spend quality time with my kak long and like i mention in my earlier post the menu is kari kepala ikan. Besar betul kepala ikan yg kak long i beli and biasa lah i lupa nak snap gambar the presentation of my kari kepala ikan. It was a nice lunch with my eldest bro & his wife joining us. I miss my family, how i wish to could see them as often as i could. Around 4+ my DH fetch us for our weekend outing. I ni betula nya sua koo, my friends kebanyakan nya dah gi marina barage but me blum pernah gi sana so i suggest my DH we go there instead and my little princess luv it, she enjoy it so much that tak nak balik. She luv playing with the water.
Me : Audrey are you done baby, can we go now.
Audrey : Not yet, wait 5 min
Me : Are you done yet baby (this is aft her 5 min grace)
Audrey : No bu, play water, kick & kick. Ibu come here (pointing at me where she want me to stand)
DH : Quick just grab her and go dah nak maghrib
So terpaksa lah i dokong anak i je but i kp on promising her that we will come back here again.
Gambar yg di atas tu masa kita baru sampai, cantik je kan anak i but aft 1 hr of playing abis basah baju dia nasib baik lah i brought extra baju. By the time sampai rumah dah nak kul 10 so just nice time to bath her and go to bed and tido pun senang sebab dah penat sangat and her battery dah flat needs to be charge.
As for Sunday i tak nak comment banyak2, just to say i am frustrated but what am i to do, telan je lah and tak leh nak buat apa2.
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