Hapi New Year

Wow its the 2nd day of the year already, hmph so far my new year long weekend break has been great, apa tak ye smlm i had a wonderful time with my family picnic at east coast. We were there from 3+ sampai kan ke mlm. I telah diarahkan oleh kak long to cook kari daging and each of my family brought different types of food and the best is my abg long brought along pisang and my 2nd brother pulak bawak chicken wings and these two item kita goreng kak sana, oi sedap nya makan panas2 dengan wind blowing from the sea, phew enjoy.....and not forgetting my little princess really enjoy herself playing with her cousins, making sand castle and playing at the makeshift swing. By the time sampai rumah dah kul 12 and kita anak beranak bangun almost 11 on Saturday.

My little princess with her abg & kakak

The things that i enjoy most is the i got the house to myself!!!! Yipee!!!! i can do what ever i want tak ada org yang nak tegur. Can u imagine 1 hari ni i tak do anything, just vege out. Aft we woke up, terus siap and go out for brunch sampai rumah almost 2. What i did is hang the clothes to dry and kemas dapur sikit and that's it. Angin malas betul nya melanda, i dont even cook dinner and my dh dont mind cause he know its not everyday that i got this opportunity. I cook only tiny bit of rice and small amt of potato soup for my girl and as for me makan roti dah cukup. Pas my update ni i nak melantak tengok tv all my favourite show and its a long due........

Goodbye 2009 n Helloooo 2010

This is to mark the last day of the year and am having a long weekend. Besok picnic with my family and looking forward to it. Being with my family will always cheer me up. As for both my in-law they will all staying over at my sis-in-law place, yipee!!! ada juga some freedom and privacy even though only for the weekend but i really cherish it. Just my own family...

Ok let me c, new year resolution, nope tak ada, dah lama dah i stop doing this resolution thing sebab tak pernah pun tercapai. Tapi this year, I akan cuba sedaya upaya i untuk menjadi muslimah yang lebih sempurna dengan penuh kesabaran dan menjadi seorang isteri, ibu, adik dan menantu yang sebaik mungkin... InsyaAllah.

C in u all in2010.........

Oh Man, Time Do Fly FAST!!!!

Ya ampun time do fly fast, too fast.......dah nak end of 2009. Argh.......dah tua dah but masih cun tau....

K what i have achieved this year, hmph let me see.....me getting wiser? Yup, me getting thinner? Definitely! me getting more money? I hope so...... kalau my boss did not see the work i have been doing so far and tak give me my due increment, i akan berontak......well that's it, huh quite boring kan... i did not do or achieved much this year. Day in, day out doing the same old thing, quite monotonous, apa nak buat 1st being a wife, then mother then daughter in law who has to look after 2 old folks and not forgetting being a sister in law too. So naturally lah tak banyak sangat excitement, lain lah kalau i masih swinging single sure happening kan but itu pun blum tau sebab my family quite strict, i don't have much freedom when i was single dulu tak mcm budak-budak skg ada chance nak merambu and party all night long. As for me kalau nak kluar during weekend nak kena siapkan rumah i dulu i.e pergi pasar, kemas, basuh, gosok and not forgetting masak. By the time all doing all these chores i sure lepak, penat and malas nak keluar. K i dah swerve topic dah.

Oh ya my little princess is going to start her nursery class next Monday, excited sangat-sangat. Uniform dah beli and dah siap gosok, beg, kasut and water bottle pun dah siap. Infact semua lah what ever is needed for her school. Hai cepat nya anak i besar, dah start nursery and before i knew it primary school, oh no.... i belum cukup enjoy her childhood, she is so damn cute now and chatter box and she is the most funniest person that i ever met without her knowing it. I luv being a mum and i cannot imagine what my life without my little princess......

One More Soccer Ball

Did i forget to mention that my little princess now own one more set of soccer jersey, so now she has three colour under her belt, purple, green and red. The third jersey that we got her when we were at Queensway SC collecting my mak metua nya glasses and pass by the sports shop that we bought her green colour jersey and apalagi my little princess saw the shop and terus wants the red colour jersey, babah i want the red colour soccer ball, please.... (soccer ball tu makna nya refer to the soccer jersey) and other colour wont do, tetap nak red juga. Coincidentally both the green and red colour are from the same team jersey, Liverpool. Well my girl bukan nya tau sal all the soccer team, what she wants is the colour. I tampalkan gambar anak i wearing her full gear soccer jersey but the irony is bukan nya dia ikut her babah to the field to play soccer but we are having our breakfast.



Betul tak the full gear siap ngan sock and shoes skali but ops!! sori paci tak leh lepas........

Upin & Ipin

Hai semenjak dua menjak ni my little princess is crazy over Upin & Ipin. Ya i know is a little too late for her to find out in regards to these two cartoon character. My little princess favourite cartoon character are Mickey, Pooh, Bob the Builder, Thomas, Tom & Jerry and not forgetting Strawberry Shortcake. She does watch other cartoon programme but yang i mention is her most favourite. But about 2 weeks ago my mak metua say that my darling came across the cartoon Upin & Ipin by accident and she luv it and hari-hari she will ask my mother in law to on channel 33.

Last Sunday on the way to my sisters place at CCK kita terserempak kedai cd and they sell Upin & Ipin dvd. The thing is when they show it on tv is in English which my girl understand very well but the dvd is in Malay which my girl tak faham sangat. Both my DH and I speak english to my little girl and both my inlaws speaks malay but my princess is more converse in english rather than malay, i bukan nak show off eh cause its the same for me too, i am more converse and fluent in english rather than malay sebab both my arwah parents are javanese so at home my 1st language is javanese. My family usually speaks javenese to my parent and english with each other. Ok i dah swerve topic dah, ok back to my princess so when i on upin & ipin dvd my princess keep on asking me ibu what is he saying, what does that mean, ibu i dont understand, ler i've got to explain to her what is the story all about, nasib baik i beli cuma 1 kalau 2 or 3 abis i have to spent an hour just to explain to her what is it all about. But now since my little princess dah faham jalan citer nya, she insist on watching it everyday and for the past 1 week i have been feeding her dinner in front of the telly watching U&I sampai kan i dah hafal the dialog.

Now that she in the U&I phase so naturally she ask me ibu can i buy U&I bag and i pun tanya lah my princess why do u want to buy U&I bag and her answer is they are so cute and botak. Ai my girl ni betul lah! bila crazy strawberry shortcake semua barang2 shortcake dia nak and now ngah crazy U&I semua barang U&I dia nak, seram juga i ni baru cartoon craze memorabilia so when she is older oh no i don't even want to think about it.................

Back To Basic

Well its been a more than 2 weeks my DH without having his car, did i forget to mention that my DH car was hit and not on the street mind you, it got hit at the carpark while our car is stationary. Yah at the carpark pun boleh kena langgar. Apparently the driver of the other car black out and she losses control of her car and wham she hit our car and not only ours but 2 more car. Well its a freak accident and my DH car was a total wreck and he has to call the tow truck to sent his car to C&C for repair and he will be claiming against the other driver insurance and thank goodness the driver and her family is a responsible people, they left a note on our car and when we were at the carpark ready to go out, they were there and they apologise profusely dah kata accident kan so nak marah or nangis pun tak guna so take it je lah.

But without the car my DH yang frustrated cause his job take him all over. It is so inconvient when he has to go out to site and he has to take the public transport and he has not been taking the public transport to work since 1990! dulu he ride but bila kita ada anak he drive and can you imagine dah more than 10 years tak naik public transport macam-macam lah my DH complain. Within 2 days span he has taken the north east west line train, thus the title of my entry tonight, back to basic.

Last saturday my little princess is enjoying herself taking the mrt and then dia nak naik double decker bus wow dia yang enjoy kita yang penat. My DH says the earliest the car will be ready this coming Friday and not only my DH been complaining, apparently my mak metua pun complain juga sebab ari ni kita go for jemputan jalan kaki and lepas tu baru naik bas. Nasib baik lah the wedding invitation dekat ngan rumah i, its within walking distance je but my mak metua ni dah manja sangat dah biasa ada keta and tak yah nak jalan jauh2 so ari kena jalan dah start complaining. Baru 2 minggu tak ada keta mcm dah mati kutu pulak my family mcm mana ni eh!!!!

Home

Finally me mengupdate my blog from home! My DH finally bought me a notebook for my personal use last saturday fm Sitec. Alah yang murah je not yang canggih nya asal kan i dpt do all my personal stuff and most important thing dapat log in to the internet, ha itu yang paling penting skali and furthermore i bukan nya IT savy person, IT idiot adalah. Itupun lepas je beli my DH yang set everything up, like charging it and download all the software for me to use.

I think the reason he bought my own personal notebook its because it can keep me occupy. Yelah metua i kan tinggal ngan i so cabaran nya is really big and great. Misalnya i dah tak leh nak tonton my favourite show anymore, the tv is control by my mak metua unless i got something in common to watch with her but her favourite show its all the cinetron and i betul tak minat nak tonton all the sinetron no patience, so i am left with the tv inside the room without the cable connection and the choice is limited but i lantak je lah tengok apa-apa on show just to keep me occupy after i put my little princess to sleep. Kekadang i boring and rasa bingit juga i terperuk dlm bilik and kalau ada misunderstanding ngan my mak metua i rasa hish, tak tau mcm mana nak lepas kan perasaan i.

But now things has finally changed for eg ari ni! ni sekarang ni angin apa dah melanda mak metua i, tadi ok-ok je but when i bring my little princess out to do her normal ritual to kiss her grandparents goodnight muka mak metua i dah ronyok, even cium anak i pun nak tak nak. Lah apa kena ngan org tua ni, penat tau nak ikut rentak dia. I dah malas nak layan, i bring my girl into the room, put her to sleep then masuk dapur jap buat apa yang patut pas tu amik my notebook masuk bilik, ha hati pun senang, tak payah nak crack my brains out wondering what's happening! Dpt juga i luahkan isi hati i ni and it does make me feel better! I tak nak derhaka towards my inlaws that is why i choose to remain silent but keeping silent can be depressing sometimes. So many times i've been asking myself have i done enough? tak cukup ke apa yang i dah buat selama ini and i pun kekadang terfikir juga not even my own sister in law, isteri kepada my brothers did what i did towards my in-laws. I have gone the extra mile to do everything for them but still! entah lah maybe sampai akhir hayat i pun i will never be able to achieve that. What i know ALLAH tak akan menguji umat nya lebih dari kemampuan umat nya so i pasrah dan redha, ini sudah ketentuan dari DIA, siapa lah I untuk mengtidaknya.

Thanks dear for giving me this gift, it helps to keep my sanity at bay, luv ya a lot muacks!! Ok lah mata pun dah rasa ngantuk dah nak bobok ni. Jumpa lagi fm my home...........