Ya ampun i am one year older today, oh, oh but happy lah dpt hadiah from DH one new suit i.e pants and blouse maklum lah badan dah langsing, perasan kan!! and not forgetting my new hp.... Samsung OMNIA II, yeah....... dpt je hp canggih tapi nak gunakan terkial-kial..... he, he, he menang gaya........ my DH pun dah lama tak belikan i expansive gifts and i pun tak mengharap or asking for it, for me i am blessed and terima kasih apa yang i ada sekarang ni, bersyukur sangat2. Apa yang nak, my DH and anak i sentiasa sihat and they are both happy to be with me as i am with them. I cannot imagine my life without them and also i doa i sentiasa di berikan kesihatan dan keimanan, Amin........... What more could i ask! ops i forgot mak metua i pun belikan i baju, its a dress and this saturday ada jemputan boleh i bergaya ngan my new dress......
Its been quite a while i bought anything new for myself tak kira lah baju ke, kasut ke or anything lah sebab skg kalau biasa nya i kluar i lebihkan anak i, baju dia, kasut dia, beg dia and not forgetting her toys etc, etc. Well i guess being a mum, yr child needs comes first. I am back to being very basic dah tak melawa mcm dulu. Tapi i tak lah sloppy sangat ada juga the days that i melawa but at a minimal lah. Huh kalau dulu bila u buka my wardrobe phew yo baju i pack giler sampaikan 2 almari beb and shoes and bags jgn ckp but now dah kurang a lot!! i gave away a lot of clothes, shoes and bags when i move to my new flat buat apa kan baju banyak tapi tak pakai and further more a lot of clothes i dah tak leh muat longgar sangat2. Sekarang kalau u open up my walk in wardrobe sederhana je and i tak complaint to my DH lagi dear baju i dah abis!!! Yes that i my favourite phrase dulu but not now. Cukup lah i dah puas bergaya and dah puas shopping, i wont blink my eye when i spent $300 on a pair of shoes but now jgn ckp $300, $30 pun i tak kan beli bukan pelokek tapi with that money i can spent wisely on my daughter like for eg this morning, my princess wants me to buy for her strawberry. Kalau i beli the normal strawberry from the fruit shop its a bit sourish but kalau i beli Korean strawberry it is sweet and very the nice tapi harga dia pun very the nice so i was thinking kalau i beli $30 shoes for me buat apa kan yah its for my feet but kalau i spent the money on my little girl kan lagi worth it. So now my little princess comes 1st what ever she wants i akan ada kan but ikut lah kemampuan I juga and also not forgetting i have to save up for her future education.
My DH share the same sentiment as I and he is working very hard to save up for our next year holiday destination, InsyaAllah if ALLAH permits. My little princess have been bugging her babah to see snow and we have promise her we will bring her to see snow. The destination blum tau lagi where are we going but tengok lah brapa we have save. Ini cuma perancangan je kalau tak ada arah melintang we will go either middle of the year or year end.
Adoi dah kul 11 seh, have to go back doing my work now, ta-ta, ti-ti, tu-tu..........
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Tadaa
Finally its here!! my dh dah pun download my princess nya birthday photos. So here it is!!
Firstly her friends singing birthday song
Blowing make believe candle on a make believe cake
Receiving her birthday present from the school
With her classmates
My cheeky 3 year old princess.....
Cute kan........... my eldest sis says she looks good in red, of course sama lah kan mcm ibu dia, he, he, he masuk bakul angkat sendiri.
Ok lah tak leh banyak rambling, tup tup betara guru masuk abis i, nanti dia ingat i tak buat keje dok mengupdate my blog mana boleh kan, ni dah year end bonus sudah mau mari so nak kena work smart lah. Will update again soon, ciao for now.
Firstly her friends singing birthday song
Blowing make believe candle on a make believe cake
Receiving her birthday present from the school
With her classmates
My cheeky 3 year old princess.....Cute kan........... my eldest sis says she looks good in red, of course sama lah kan mcm ibu dia, he, he, he masuk bakul angkat sendiri.
Ok lah tak leh banyak rambling, tup tup betara guru masuk abis i, nanti dia ingat i tak buat keje dok mengupdate my blog mana boleh kan, ni dah year end bonus sudah mau mari so nak kena work smart lah. Will update again soon, ciao for now.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Ops
Ops its been quite awhile since i last update my blog sebab lately my keje really belambak and betara guru nya mood betul nya bad, going thru menopause kot! he, he, he. Anyway I am suppose to upload my princess birthday photos up but unfortunately my DH blum lagi download all the photos (sigh!!) Entah bila lah my DH will upload the photos. Anyway it was a special day for us and me dah nak meleleh air mata terasa mcm terharu gitu bila tengok anak i celebrating her birthday with all her friends and rasa nya mcm baru smlm anak i lahir and suddenly she is 3 already and she is a chatter box. Seeing her now i feel that what ever sins or wrong doing that i have done has all been forgiven cause i am blessed to have the most beautiful little girl, yelah i might be bias a little bit cause there is so many other little girl out there who is beautiful but to me, my little princess is numero uno.
Ok lah tak leh banyak celoteh, ni pun curi2 update my blog, sementara betara guru belum masuk lagi. I upload latest pictures of my darling aspiring to be a model and she is into princess phase now. Pardon me kalau the pictures tak lah se-clear taking with a good camera but i think its ok lah.
My little princess with her pink wreath on her head and holding a pink magic wand
Aft her water play and eating ice-cream, serious kan her look just like her dad
Ok lah tak leh banyak celoteh, ni pun curi2 update my blog, sementara betara guru belum masuk lagi. I upload latest pictures of my darling aspiring to be a model and she is into princess phase now. Pardon me kalau the pictures tak lah se-clear taking with a good camera but i think its ok lah.
My little princess with her pink wreath on her head and holding a pink magic wand
Aft her water play and eating ice-cream, serious kan her look just like her dad
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Hai...........
My last entry was almost 2 weeks ago, i am feeling a little bit ok from my last entry and now i am really excited sebab my little darling princess will turn 3 this Thursday. Hai cepat nya anak i dah besar, pejam celik, pejam celik dah 3 tahun. Rasanya mcm baru smlm i had her and now wow mulut anak i dah mcm bertih and she is an inquisitively person asking this and that sampai penat i nak layan dia.
All her goodies bag are ready and the small square cakes pun dah order from Polar with half pictures of Elmo and Thomas the Train, my little princess nya request to be distributed to her friends. Mlm ni nanti i shall take the pictures of her goodie bag and i shall upload it.
I will be on leave this Thursday to have a quality time with just my small family, i mean my DH, my little precious and me. We are going to take the MRT instead not driving sebab my little princess has been asking when are we going to take the MRT, it will be fun........... so i shall elaborate more aft Thursday.
P.S Will try to upload latest pictures of my precious..........
All her goodies bag are ready and the small square cakes pun dah order from Polar with half pictures of Elmo and Thomas the Train, my little princess nya request to be distributed to her friends. Mlm ni nanti i shall take the pictures of her goodie bag and i shall upload it.
I will be on leave this Thursday to have a quality time with just my small family, i mean my DH, my little precious and me. We are going to take the MRT instead not driving sebab my little princess has been asking when are we going to take the MRT, it will be fun........... so i shall elaborate more aft Thursday.
P.S Will try to upload latest pictures of my precious..........
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Who Am I
Ya ampun dah 12 hari dah kita menyambut hari raya and dah lama benor i mengupdate my blog bukan tak nak update but terlalu bz and penat pun ye. Daripada malam raya sampai kan lah skg my sesi masak memasak belum abis lagi.
Hmph why does my title for my entry kali ini asking myself who am I??? I sendiri pun dah tak tau. I dont know why lately i just feel so depress, i just don't know who am i anymore.......I got no one to turn too, nak talk to my sisters nanti they misunderstood me and i don't want them to get worried unnecessary sebab they have their own problem to think off tak kan lah i nak menambahkan my misery to them. Nak ckp ngan kekawan i don't know whether are they going to be my listening ear and shoulder to cry on or they end up giving me wrong advice. My relationship with my mak metua is doing ok sampai kan lah i dah tak terlarat nak melayan dia. She insist doing things her way and me nak tak nak nak kena ikut kan sometimes i wish i could tell her please mak give me a break, i am very tired i need rest, i need sleep and i need time on my own too, i need my own space but how to tell her this when she is super sensitive so by the end of the day i pedamkan all my misery inside me.
As for my little princess, ya ampun she has been little tyrant lately, she refuse to listen to me and throwing tantrum unnecessary and testing my patience to the full limit and my mak metua does not help cause everytime my girl cry she will straight away carry my girl and start telling me to stop scolding my little girl, hai sedih rasanya when i can't even discipline my little girl. My mak metua thinks that i scold my little girl just for the sake of scolding, why must i do that! i have to discipline my little girl cause i am scared that she is going to turn out spoilt little brat. This frustration adds on to my misery feeling, sigh!!!
As for me and DH entahlah lately i feel that we did not communicate enough, every time i open my mouth to talk or discuss something with him, he ends up shouting or screaming at me and me end up shutting myself out and feeling more depress (am crying now) where do i go wrong, i keep on asking myself, may be i have not done enough! so how do i know what i have done is enough. Bila orang tengok i they will think i have nothing to worry about cause i am always smiling and laughing but the real fact deep down inside i rasa macam dah nak meletup, if only i could just pack my girl and just run, run somewhere i dont know where but just somewhere i can breathe and tak rasa suffocate and i can be myself again. I know its impossible cause i got responsibility and i just can't run away but ya ALLAH help me every sujud and every doa i mintak i diperbanyakan and pertebalkan kesabaran i and to give me strength and help me thru, InsyaALLAH with izin DIA i akan kuatkan semangat......................
Hmph why does my title for my entry kali ini asking myself who am I??? I sendiri pun dah tak tau. I dont know why lately i just feel so depress, i just don't know who am i anymore.......I got no one to turn too, nak talk to my sisters nanti they misunderstood me and i don't want them to get worried unnecessary sebab they have their own problem to think off tak kan lah i nak menambahkan my misery to them. Nak ckp ngan kekawan i don't know whether are they going to be my listening ear and shoulder to cry on or they end up giving me wrong advice. My relationship with my mak metua is doing ok sampai kan lah i dah tak terlarat nak melayan dia. She insist doing things her way and me nak tak nak nak kena ikut kan sometimes i wish i could tell her please mak give me a break, i am very tired i need rest, i need sleep and i need time on my own too, i need my own space but how to tell her this when she is super sensitive so by the end of the day i pedamkan all my misery inside me.
As for my little princess, ya ampun she has been little tyrant lately, she refuse to listen to me and throwing tantrum unnecessary and testing my patience to the full limit and my mak metua does not help cause everytime my girl cry she will straight away carry my girl and start telling me to stop scolding my little girl, hai sedih rasanya when i can't even discipline my little girl. My mak metua thinks that i scold my little girl just for the sake of scolding, why must i do that! i have to discipline my little girl cause i am scared that she is going to turn out spoilt little brat. This frustration adds on to my misery feeling, sigh!!!
As for me and DH entahlah lately i feel that we did not communicate enough, every time i open my mouth to talk or discuss something with him, he ends up shouting or screaming at me and me end up shutting myself out and feeling more depress (am crying now) where do i go wrong, i keep on asking myself, may be i have not done enough! so how do i know what i have done is enough. Bila orang tengok i they will think i have nothing to worry about cause i am always smiling and laughing but the real fact deep down inside i rasa macam dah nak meletup, if only i could just pack my girl and just run, run somewhere i dont know where but just somewhere i can breathe and tak rasa suffocate and i can be myself again. I know its impossible cause i got responsibility and i just can't run away but ya ALLAH help me every sujud and every doa i mintak i diperbanyakan and pertebalkan kesabaran i and to give me strength and help me thru, InsyaALLAH with izin DIA i akan kuatkan semangat......................
Thursday, September 17, 2009
27th Day of Ramadan
Ya ampun lama benor i mengupdate my blog bukan dah lupa cuma sibuk and the most valid reason is i terlalu lah ngantuk sangat2 tak larat nak mengetuk my keyboard kalau ada free time or bila my boss tak ada kak opis i terus tangkap sur........or u can call it zzzzz..........
Ok untuk persiapan hari raya semua dah beres. I dah beli baju kurung sepasang dah ngan anak i and my DH finally got himself a new baju kurung too after 2 years of not buying a new one sebab nak kan sama colour and my DH says that from this year onwards my little princess will have the liberty to choose the colour and bila we ask her what colour baju does she wants and definitely lah she says green colour. My mil this year beli kan i sepasang baju kurung too and its blue in colour so i belikan my little princess one more baju to padan kan ngan baju kurung i but end up i belikan my little princess baju kebaya and she look so.........cute and pretty. Yah i might be bias cause dari pandangan mata i anak i adalah baby yang paling cute and cantik. Tunggu eh nanti i tangkap gambo my little princess pakai kebaya and i upload gambor dia nanti, mesti cun nya.
As for biskut raya pun dah siap dibuat. Hai kalau nak ikutkan rentak mak metua i masih tak cukup lah biskut yang dah dibuat, let me count i think i dah buat about 8 types of biskut and semua ikut resipi mak metua i. Memang lah i lebih cenderung dibidang masak memasak and not baking but mak metua i ingat i ni betul nya clueless about baking in actual fact not sebab i dulu selalu juga tolong my sis bake and she bake the best marble cake ever, it is so soft and gebu, phew meleleh air liur i thinking about it. Ok back to the topic, so bila dia arah2 kan suruh buat ini, itu and cara dia explaining things to me mcm i ni betul nya budak bongok but i tak kuasa lah kan i dengar je lah and ikut kan rentak dia nanti kalau kita tegur merajuk and terus tak nak cakap hah kan lagi susah. Semalam mlm i dah officially switch off my oven dah tamat dah acara baking membaking. I dah buat 2 kek lapis and kek roll cukup lah tu. Mak metua i kalau my coffee table tu kalau tak penuh dia tak akan puas hati. Biskut 8 mcm, kek 3 mcm tak termasuk kerepek2 and kekacang yang i dah beli which mak metua i yang nak.
Besok i dah mula cuti and i nak kena gi pasar very early in the morning and malam ni pulak i dah nak kena start masak kuah ayam kelauk, i malas betul nak masak tapi my DH kata kalau tak ada lauk ni tak sah hari raya sebab dah 10 years kita celebrate together kan and i have never once tak masak and on top of it my kak long ada permintaan yang mak metua which happens to be my aunty, dia nak sangat makan lauk ni so kesian kan org tua kalau dah mintak mesti lah nak kena tunaikan. Hai tak tau lah kul brapa i tido malam ni sebab nak siap kan kuah ayam kan. I think kan 1st day hari raya i sure lepak sebab penat. Lepas raya ni i think i nak amik cuti ah pas tu gi overhaul baban (urut).
Ok lah tak leh nak berceloteh panjang nak abis kan keje i dulu sebelum i gi cuti, i will be back at the office on Wednesday. Cioa for now.
Oh ya i lupa untuk sesiapa je lah yang tersesat termasuk ke blog i or sesiapa je yang mengenali diri i, I ingin menghulur 10 jari memohon ampun dan maaf kalau i tersilap bahasa sewaktu menaip luahan hati i dan I ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..........................
Ok untuk persiapan hari raya semua dah beres. I dah beli baju kurung sepasang dah ngan anak i and my DH finally got himself a new baju kurung too after 2 years of not buying a new one sebab nak kan sama colour and my DH says that from this year onwards my little princess will have the liberty to choose the colour and bila we ask her what colour baju does she wants and definitely lah she says green colour. My mil this year beli kan i sepasang baju kurung too and its blue in colour so i belikan my little princess one more baju to padan kan ngan baju kurung i but end up i belikan my little princess baju kebaya and she look so.........cute and pretty. Yah i might be bias cause dari pandangan mata i anak i adalah baby yang paling cute and cantik. Tunggu eh nanti i tangkap gambo my little princess pakai kebaya and i upload gambor dia nanti, mesti cun nya.
As for biskut raya pun dah siap dibuat. Hai kalau nak ikutkan rentak mak metua i masih tak cukup lah biskut yang dah dibuat, let me count i think i dah buat about 8 types of biskut and semua ikut resipi mak metua i. Memang lah i lebih cenderung dibidang masak memasak and not baking but mak metua i ingat i ni betul nya clueless about baking in actual fact not sebab i dulu selalu juga tolong my sis bake and she bake the best marble cake ever, it is so soft and gebu, phew meleleh air liur i thinking about it. Ok back to the topic, so bila dia arah2 kan suruh buat ini, itu and cara dia explaining things to me mcm i ni betul nya budak bongok but i tak kuasa lah kan i dengar je lah and ikut kan rentak dia nanti kalau kita tegur merajuk and terus tak nak cakap hah kan lagi susah. Semalam mlm i dah officially switch off my oven dah tamat dah acara baking membaking. I dah buat 2 kek lapis and kek roll cukup lah tu. Mak metua i kalau my coffee table tu kalau tak penuh dia tak akan puas hati. Biskut 8 mcm, kek 3 mcm tak termasuk kerepek2 and kekacang yang i dah beli which mak metua i yang nak.
Besok i dah mula cuti and i nak kena gi pasar very early in the morning and malam ni pulak i dah nak kena start masak kuah ayam kelauk, i malas betul nak masak tapi my DH kata kalau tak ada lauk ni tak sah hari raya sebab dah 10 years kita celebrate together kan and i have never once tak masak and on top of it my kak long ada permintaan yang mak metua which happens to be my aunty, dia nak sangat makan lauk ni so kesian kan org tua kalau dah mintak mesti lah nak kena tunaikan. Hai tak tau lah kul brapa i tido malam ni sebab nak siap kan kuah ayam kan. I think kan 1st day hari raya i sure lepak sebab penat. Lepas raya ni i think i nak amik cuti ah pas tu gi overhaul baban (urut).
Ok lah tak leh nak berceloteh panjang nak abis kan keje i dulu sebelum i gi cuti, i will be back at the office on Wednesday. Cioa for now.
Oh ya i lupa untuk sesiapa je lah yang tersesat termasuk ke blog i or sesiapa je yang mengenali diri i, I ingin menghulur 10 jari memohon ampun dan maaf kalau i tersilap bahasa sewaktu menaip luahan hati i dan I ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..........................
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
12th Day of Ramadan
Alhamdullilah dah 12 hari dah kita ber puasa and syukur juga i masih sihat untuk menjalani nya and hopefully jiwa i akan terus tenang dan dipertebalkan kesabaran i untuk mejalani kehidupan seharian i.
This year I akan sambut syawal dengan sederhana je, we did not buy anything new or redo our house. Financially i nak tebalkan my saving dulu sebab dah digunakan for my mak metua nya operation, that is more important. In deciding not redoing our house its because my princess is still very young and kalau i paint my house cantik pun sekarang nanti sebelum hari raya abis dah kena conteng ngan my girl. My DH gives her the freedom in writing all over the walls, which this part i tak agree but my DH does not want to stop her creativity. Bertekak mcm mana pun i akan kalah so what i can do is minimise it by buying the washable coloured pen and paint so i just have to wash my walls.
So far i belum beli baju or kasut raya but i dah siapkan baju anak i, 1 dress, i jeans and 1 sandals from GAP and 2 blouse, 1 legging and 1 dress from Zara. Phew not bad eh anak i ni, mak dia sendiri dont own a Zara or GAP nya baju but for my princess anything and i dah belanjakan abt 300+ for her. Maybe this saturday will drop by sekejap at geylang nak tengok baju kurung pulak and will try to get 1 pasang for myself and DH and not forgetting for little princess also. She has requested a green colour baju kurung so my DH dah sound kita ikut her colour preference.
This year I akan sambut syawal dengan sederhana je, we did not buy anything new or redo our house. Financially i nak tebalkan my saving dulu sebab dah digunakan for my mak metua nya operation, that is more important. In deciding not redoing our house its because my princess is still very young and kalau i paint my house cantik pun sekarang nanti sebelum hari raya abis dah kena conteng ngan my girl. My DH gives her the freedom in writing all over the walls, which this part i tak agree but my DH does not want to stop her creativity. Bertekak mcm mana pun i akan kalah so what i can do is minimise it by buying the washable coloured pen and paint so i just have to wash my walls.
So far i belum beli baju or kasut raya but i dah siapkan baju anak i, 1 dress, i jeans and 1 sandals from GAP and 2 blouse, 1 legging and 1 dress from Zara. Phew not bad eh anak i ni, mak dia sendiri dont own a Zara or GAP nya baju but for my princess anything and i dah belanjakan abt 300+ for her. Maybe this saturday will drop by sekejap at geylang nak tengok baju kurung pulak and will try to get 1 pasang for myself and DH and not forgetting for little princess also. She has requested a green colour baju kurung so my DH dah sound kita ikut her colour preference.
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