Ai diam tak diam 1st week of Jan gone, ai cepat nya masa berlalu so much things to do but so little time. My schedule dah back to waking up at 5.30am sebab my girl dah back to school and so far Alhamdullilah she is loving school and enjoying every minute of it. During the school holidays dia sibuk tanya i, ibu when am i going back to school, i am bored at home. Ai kecik-kecik lagi dah tau feel bored. Kesian pulak tengok anak i tak gi mana-mana during the school holidays but both my DH and I make sure that every weekend we did some activities and also my DH took leave during the weekdays to bring her out.
My girl is at a rebellious stage now, misalan lah kalau she wants something i say no the more she will challenge me and my DH will try to bargain with her like for eg kalau dia wants snacks and right after her dinner wat i do is i will ask her ok i will give you yr chips but wat happen if you don't finish it, wat do you think i will do and pas tu dia start lah stare at my face dengan muka kesian dia and i terpaksa lah kuatkan hati not to give in to her every demand and she will say ibu will scold and pinch me then i firmly i ask her are you sure, really sure then you may have your chips and selalu nya dia tak jadi amik pun, i know my girl is trying to test water with me and i kekadang rasa bersalah juga cause i have to be the strict parent at home sebab my girl dah terlalu manja ngan both metua i what ever dia nak sure akan dpt. Sometime i bertekak ngan metua i when come to discipline anak I. Tapi so far ok lah anak i tak lah terlampau nakal sampai tak dengar ckp i and i do give her reward for a good behaviour.
Baru lah sekarang I rasa apa yang my parent rasa bukan nya senang nak membesarkan anak. Anak i baru 1 but my parent dulu 6 termasuk I tapi i akan cuba sedaya upaya to be the best mum for my little precious and i love her more than my own life.
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