Well this year is my third year celebrating Mother's Day and how is it?? sigh....... penat and feeling totally disappointed. I guess i nak kena tunggu anak i besar baru lah i got the chance to feel how is it like to celebrate mother's day when i received the pampering that i deserve from my little princess, kalau nak harapkan from the people around me, tak yah lah, lupakan saja.
Is it a must for us to fell appreciated??? well at some point we need it kan, at least lega sikit what ever disappointment feeling that is harbouring somewhere in our heart. I might sound bitter at the moment, may be a little bit, teeny weeny bit cause kekadang i rasa i macam tak dihargai in what ever i do or did. Mana office work and on top of it house work and looking aft my girl and kalau lah ada some tiny bit of recognisation may be i don't feel that down and disappointed sangat. Entahlah i pun tak tau how to get rid of it, i guess just bottle it up and making myself feel numb and just follow the flow................
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