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Finally me mengupdate my blog from home! My DH finally bought me a notebook for my personal use last saturday fm Sitec. Alah yang murah je not yang canggih nya asal kan i dpt do all my personal stuff and most important thing dapat log in to the internet, ha itu yang paling penting skali and furthermore i bukan nya IT savy person, IT idiot adalah. Itupun lepas je beli my DH yang set everything up, like charging it and download all the software for me to use.

I think the reason he bought my own personal notebook its because it can keep me occupy. Yelah metua i kan tinggal ngan i so cabaran nya is really big and great. Misalnya i dah tak leh nak tonton my favourite show anymore, the tv is control by my mak metua unless i got something in common to watch with her but her favourite show its all the cinetron and i betul tak minat nak tonton all the sinetron no patience, so i am left with the tv inside the room without the cable connection and the choice is limited but i lantak je lah tengok apa-apa on show just to keep me occupy after i put my little princess to sleep. Kekadang i boring and rasa bingit juga i terperuk dlm bilik and kalau ada misunderstanding ngan my mak metua i rasa hish, tak tau mcm mana nak lepas kan perasaan i.

But now things has finally changed for eg ari ni! ni sekarang ni angin apa dah melanda mak metua i, tadi ok-ok je but when i bring my little princess out to do her normal ritual to kiss her grandparents goodnight muka mak metua i dah ronyok, even cium anak i pun nak tak nak. Lah apa kena ngan org tua ni, penat tau nak ikut rentak dia. I dah malas nak layan, i bring my girl into the room, put her to sleep then masuk dapur jap buat apa yang patut pas tu amik my notebook masuk bilik, ha hati pun senang, tak payah nak crack my brains out wondering what's happening! Dpt juga i luahkan isi hati i ni and it does make me feel better! I tak nak derhaka towards my inlaws that is why i choose to remain silent but keeping silent can be depressing sometimes. So many times i've been asking myself have i done enough? tak cukup ke apa yang i dah buat selama ini and i pun kekadang terfikir juga not even my own sister in law, isteri kepada my brothers did what i did towards my in-laws. I have gone the extra mile to do everything for them but still! entah lah maybe sampai akhir hayat i pun i will never be able to achieve that. What i know ALLAH tak akan menguji umat nya lebih dari kemampuan umat nya so i pasrah dan redha, ini sudah ketentuan dari DIA, siapa lah I untuk mengtidaknya.

Thanks dear for giving me this gift, it helps to keep my sanity at bay, luv ya a lot muacks!! Ok lah mata pun dah rasa ngantuk dah nak bobok ni. Jumpa lagi fm my home...........

Model in the Making

Wah hari ini hati I banyak senang, muka ada senyum, keje semua dah beres and kepala tak sakit and otak tak stress sangat. Betara guru 1 hari tak ada sebab besok exam so dia sibuk belajar, huh that is why lah i boleh log in and mengupdate my entry.

Why title model in the making!! hmph my little princess now suka betul bergaya kalau nak amik gambar dia and looking at her really make me smile and rasa nya mcm nak peluk and peluk and cium and cium my princess and i wish i could just freeze her and not letting her grow up cause she is just so cute.......... and i luv arguing with her. At this moment she is crazy over soccer and i bought her a jersey yang murah lah from pasar malam and that jersey pantang kering she would want to put it on so last Friday i told her pumpkin you are a girl, little girl put on pretty dresses, why do you have to put on soccer jersey and her reply ibu i play soccer u don't. I tak tau whether i nak ketawa or carry on the argument but i was flabbergasted sekejap, damn!! she is smart just like me, he, he, he. Anyway semalam my DH went all the way to buy my little princess an original soccer jersey, his point kalau my DH can spent almost $200 buying a soccer boots why must his daughter put jersey yang murah even though she does not understand the game, jgn ckp my little princess, I yg dah tua gini pun tak faham anything regarding soccer. So here it is, i tayangkan gambar my little princess wearing her new Liverpool jersey.

Huh tengok tu, anak i menang gaya je....... but cute kan

The following pictures pulak taken on last Saturday at Toy R Us Vivo

The minute she step out from Toy R Us immediately she told her father babah take picture bah thus the pictures above.

One Year Older

Ya ampun i am one year older today, oh, oh but happy lah dpt hadiah from DH one new suit i.e pants and blouse maklum lah badan dah langsing, perasan kan!! and not forgetting my new hp.... Samsung OMNIA II, yeah....... dpt je hp canggih tapi nak gunakan terkial-kial..... he, he, he menang gaya........ my DH pun dah lama tak belikan i expansive gifts and i pun tak mengharap or asking for it, for me i am blessed and terima kasih apa yang i ada sekarang ni, bersyukur sangat2. Apa yang nak, my DH and anak i sentiasa sihat and they are both happy to be with me as i am with them. I cannot imagine my life without them and also i doa i sentiasa di berikan kesihatan dan keimanan, Amin........... What more could i ask! ops i forgot mak metua i pun belikan i baju, its a dress and this saturday ada jemputan boleh i bergaya ngan my new dress......

Its been quite a while i bought anything new for myself tak kira lah baju ke, kasut ke or anything lah sebab skg kalau biasa nya i kluar i lebihkan anak i, baju dia, kasut dia, beg dia and not forgetting her toys etc, etc. Well i guess being a mum, yr child needs comes first. I am back to being very basic dah tak melawa mcm dulu. Tapi i tak lah sloppy sangat ada juga the days that i melawa but at a minimal lah. Huh kalau dulu bila u buka my wardrobe phew yo baju i pack giler sampaikan 2 almari beb and shoes and bags jgn ckp but now dah kurang a lot!! i gave away a lot of clothes, shoes and bags when i move to my new flat buat apa kan baju banyak tapi tak pakai and further more a lot of clothes i dah tak leh muat longgar sangat2. Sekarang kalau u open up my walk in wardrobe sederhana je and i tak complaint to my DH lagi dear baju i dah abis!!! Yes that i my favourite phrase dulu but not now. Cukup lah i dah puas bergaya and dah puas shopping, i wont blink my eye when i spent $300 on a pair of shoes but now jgn ckp $300, $30 pun i tak kan beli bukan pelokek tapi with that money i can spent wisely on my daughter like for eg this morning, my princess wants me to buy for her strawberry. Kalau i beli the normal strawberry from the fruit shop its a bit sourish but kalau i beli Korean strawberry it is sweet and very the nice tapi harga dia pun very the nice so i was thinking kalau i beli $30 shoes for me buat apa kan yah its for my feet but kalau i spent the money on my little girl kan lagi worth it. So now my little princess comes 1st what ever she wants i akan ada kan but ikut lah kemampuan I juga and also not forgetting i have to save up for her future education.

My DH share the same sentiment as I and he is working very hard to save up for our next year holiday destination, InsyaAllah if ALLAH permits. My little princess have been bugging her babah to see snow and we have promise her we will bring her to see snow. The destination blum tau lagi where are we going but tengok lah brapa we have save. Ini cuma perancangan je kalau tak ada arah melintang we will go either middle of the year or year end.

Adoi dah kul 11 seh, have to go back doing my work now, ta-ta, ti-ti, tu-tu..........

Tadaa

Finally its here!! my dh dah pun download my princess nya birthday photos. So here it is!!

Firstly her friends singing birthday song

Blowing make believe candle on a make believe cake

Receiving her birthday present from the school

With her classmates

My cheeky 3 year old princess.....

Cute kan........... my eldest sis says she looks good in red, of course sama lah kan mcm ibu dia, he, he, he masuk bakul angkat sendiri.

Ok lah tak leh banyak rambling, tup tup betara guru masuk abis i, nanti dia ingat i tak buat keje dok mengupdate my blog mana boleh kan, ni dah year end bonus sudah mau mari so nak kena work smart lah. Will update again soon, ciao for now.

Ops

Ops its been quite awhile since i last update my blog sebab lately my keje really belambak and betara guru nya mood betul nya bad, going thru menopause kot! he, he, he. Anyway I am suppose to upload my princess birthday photos up but unfortunately my DH blum lagi download all the photos (sigh!!) Entah bila lah my DH will upload the photos. Anyway it was a special day for us and me dah nak meleleh air mata terasa mcm terharu gitu bila tengok anak i celebrating her birthday with all her friends and rasa nya mcm baru smlm anak i lahir and suddenly she is 3 already and she is a chatter box. Seeing her now i feel that what ever sins or wrong doing that i have done has all been forgiven cause i am blessed to have the most beautiful little girl, yelah i might be bias a little bit cause there is so many other little girl out there who is beautiful but to me, my little princess is numero uno.

Ok lah tak leh banyak celoteh, ni pun curi2 update my blog, sementara betara guru belum masuk lagi. I upload latest pictures of my darling aspiring to be a model and she is into princess phase now. Pardon me kalau the pictures tak lah se-clear taking with a good camera but i think its ok lah.


My little princess with her pink wreath on her head and holding a pink magic wand

Aft her water play and eating ice-cream, serious kan her look just like her dad